Diary Thread

7/25/17

Dear fam-diary,

So two nights ago, I took a bet with Colin that if I beat his high score on Brick Pop, he had to take me to the Emoji Movie (It's gonna be lit). He didn't really accept the bet but was open minded about it. I did finally beat it and of course he got mad and cursed at me. We didn't really discuss me coming until today.
I brought up the Emoji Movie in a group chat and I asked him if I could come and he said to ask his mom and I'm like "ok brb" I asked her and took a screenshot of it (Colin was surprised). She said "sure".
I'm sure if I ask my mom she'll say yes because they're taking me.

A-dab

I also just finished Kiki's Delivery Service from Ghibli.
Great movie

Fam, it's gonna be lit on Friday
~Cia

Edit: Emoji Movie. Theaters July 28th!
Why did I get 6 likes

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Dear diary

I still can't let go that he has cancer. My body feels numb and it hurts everywhere.

#103

July 25, 2017

Today was overall a good day. I spent the majority of class helping everyone else with their editions so it wouldn't take so long to do em plus I wanted to get em done quickly so they could help me tomorrow. I'll probably get my editions done in an hour and begin doing my t-shirts. I need to find out what pieces of my art Calvo still needs. Tomorrow I gotta remember to call the DMV to set up an appointment to do my driving tests which include all of them since I don't have a permit. I couldn't sleep the past two nights cause I was lonely so I decided to read over some 2 year old hangout messages I had with Josh. It made me realize how that was the last time I truly was happy in a relationship jesus I really fucked that up. I decided to see if Jesse could get in contact with Josh for me so I could apologize. No word on that yet, but I hope that Josh lets me say sorry it's been two years. For the majority of the day there was no internet which was hella annoying, but oh well. I've got "Skydiving" stuck in my head for the past three days the song is so good I love singing it so much. Sometimes I wish I could sing for people like I used to way back when, but I have no friends to sing for. Back to college - I still gotta change some of my classes around gonna change painting I for Computer Art and then I gotta add one more class even though I don't want to. Lame.

I just hope Josh gives me a chance. He really made me happy and even if we only stay friends it'd mean more than he could possible know. I got him to play TFM way back when and it was the best feeling ever. Being able to enjoy and play something with someone you love even though you're in a long distance relationship (though he only lived an hour away we had yet to meet).

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7/25/2017

#105

26/7/17

Dear Diary, I woke up today as I usually do around 10am-12pm. I was laying in bed till 2pm, until I realized that I should get up and eat something. But a bit before I got up, I felt like I want to throw up and felt so weak, at the same time my whole body was so hot and when I finally got up I literally just fell on the floor and started feeling even worse. I had to go to the toilet and while I went there, my hands were so weak I couldn't feel them and everything went black in my eyes and I couldn't hear anything for about 1-2min so I literally just fell on the floor again, trying to get up which was hard because my body was so weak, I couldn't get up for a while and I have no one else home, but just me. So I went back to my room in bed and started feeling better again, but still couldn't feel my hands for few minutes.
I told my bf everything what happened and he told me to go see local gp :/ But I told him I'm home alone and yeah.. Yet he still tried to cheer me up and said not think about it. I'm glad he's there for me when I need him <3. Thought I'm still scared as hell that it will happen again and I don't know what to do. But I hope the rest of the day will be better :/

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#106

26/07/2017
Dear Diary, this is my first diary entry. I woke up thinking on my favorite TV Show. I woke up thinking on my favorite books.
Then I checked the internet and I noticed the number 12 of my favorite books is going to be released this year, and I remembered that in 3 days we'll have new episodes of my fav TV show in my country.
I feel so happy today. I also need to finish and do some drawings, and that make me feel tired but It's ok =)

#107

7/26/2017
Dear Diary,
Nothing happened today, except for me just thinking some deep thoughts and worrying as usual.

-Ayu, who can't think of anything else to say
ps windows updates take foreverrrr

#108

captain's log: 27/7/2017

i'm fiNALLY going back home to america (after a month of travelling upon the vast ocean, obviously)
if i'm correct my download speed is going to be 19 times worse than my ship
and i'm gonna end up on planes a small rowboat for maybe 20 hours total
but i can't wait for my mum's pizza, that makes up for all of it
pizza solves everything. everything.

-captain hambeard the third

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#109

July 27, 2017

I finished 3 t-shirts with the logo I'd been working on and it honestly came out so amazing I'm so happy! Today is our last day of class so we won't be doing much except last minute t-shirts and cleaning up as well as eating some celebratory pizza! YUM! Called the DMV to set up my appointment for next Thursday at 2:30. I'll post more later~

#110

Dear diary,

I have no fucking idea what date it is today, nor do I care. Who even gives a shit about the date during summer holidays?
Things have been going pretty well so far. My tooth site started healing after yesterday's extraction. Although it hurt like shit yesterday, now I barely feel any pain, so all's cool.
On an unrelated topic, I went to qwan ki do training today, since I wanted to attend one last lesson before a two month break (they don't have enough funds and will continue the lessons in mid september < those are both good and bad news, idk what to think about this). I'm going to be taking the exam for the next belt as soon as we return in september, so my teacher allowed me to keep two swords for practice, with the condition that I'd give them back without any scratch after two months. That's pretty cool too. I've no idea where to buy those and if I didn't practice, I'm sure I'd forget a lot of the moves I've learned so far. Basically, I got 2 awesome swords straight from the dojo. Man, my qwan ki do teacher is the coolest teacher I've ever had, i swea
Both kung fu & karate lessons stopped in early june, to allow everyone to enjoy their summer break. They'll be continued in september as well. And now my qwan ki do lessons have been postponed too. I guess a break's good once in a while, but, I mean, what am I supposed to do if I don't practice?
I'm going to be training with 5 other kids on weekends so we can improve more, but it's still not gonna be the same without a mentor, and without a dojo. Throwing a few punches&kicks in the park isn't the same as training properly in a dojo, with people mentoring and watching you, giving you advice etc.
AT LEAST I HAVE THE SWORDS K

That's pretty much what's been going on in my life for the past few days. I might go swimming in about a week, but I don't know for sure.

#111

27/7/17

Dear diary, today everything have been fine but I had a little fight with my bf this morning ._. but everything's fine by now. I also got my hoodie today which I ordered last week, literally lovin' it *-* and I might order some stuff from Forever21. Aaand my grandpa and grandma are coming here from Estonia, can't wait ^^ But yeah I hope the night will be better than the morning.

It's almost 2am here and I can't sleep though I know I will fall asleep asap >< But I still keep thinking about that I actually spent so much money on clothes and shoes lol. I should start saving for Croatia tho, can't wait to go there :3

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7/31/17
I guess I didn't say Colin rescheduled the Emoji Movie for until today.
Last night was chaotic because my mom's was getting on my ass about going with a guy and I thought his cousin would be a guy but it turned out to be a girl which changed everything. If it was a guy I would have had to go with my sister and you know that'd be awkward :(
And I went today!! I got picked up the time I was told, 10:15am. Me and Colin both woke up at early times, like 5-6am lmao
Just small details was when we went into town for his mom's car sticker and the bank... we went to taco bell, and then the movie *-*
The previews omg
The movie "started" at 11:30am, right? Wrong. It started at 11:45am and I was not happy
There was a hotel Transylvania preview clip before the movie actually started and that toddler was like "I wAnT a PuPpY" and I yell "WELL I WANT THE MOVIE TO START" Btw the theater was empty, it was just me, Colin, and his cousin. She's so nice tbh
Me and him talked to each other during the movie and he was whispering and I'm just like "Why are you whispering??" Lmao
Btw, SPOILER ALERT, they did not fuck.
~Cia

#113

Ash198 a dit :
Ash198 a dit :
Dear diary,

This was a lame day as always.

Exactly the same

Exactly the same

#114

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August fourth. 2k17

Dear Diary,

lmao okay so colin's dad thinks we're dating now o k a y

Update: uGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH IM SO BORED
~Cia

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06/08/2017 ~ August.

Dear Diary

Today I spent 1 hour listening to island - winner
I'm at my grandmother's and I'm going home tomorrow.
I'm hot and my nose is running (eca)
I wore my uncle's cap and I loved it.
There are 7 days left for my 15 year birthday, I'm not ready to be 15, I've always dreamed of being that age ... It's all so strange, it's less than 7 days to complete 15 and it's so close after so many years...

Yoon.~

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5/8/17

Dear diary Today was kinda tired day but also good/funny by the fact I was shopping with my mom like 3h ONLY and I was talking with my friend(s) all day on snapchat, which made my day though :3. I literally wasted all my money today xd rip. And I can't believe in 2 days I'm finally going to Croatia.

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#119

August 6, 2017
2:13 pm

Dear diary,
I just remembered that I still have three weeks vacation. In these three weeks, I need to finish a late birthday present and a poster I'm doing for my friend. I also need to buy 2 One-Punch Man shirts for my boyfriend, because he's having birthday pretty soon. He loves One-Punch Man a lot and I want to make him happy. I also need to print out two drawings I did for him. There's still so much work to do, but I'm so lazy. He lives around 1.490km away from me. That's so damn far.
I'll meet my IBF very soon when I'm on vacation. I'll drive to a city nearby her and asked her if she wants to come over. I've never met her and I know her for almost four years. The distance between us is not as huge as the distance between me and my boyfriend, but it's still not a small distance. She lives around 670km away from me.
I can't wait for this day. It's going to be in thirteen days counting from now on. I've never felt so much happiness before in my life.

- Aki

#120

Dear Diary,

I found a $100 bucks. Sadly, it's for monopoly.

Still not enough for boardwalk,
me

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