Dear Diary,
I've been traveling back in my home state for almost a week now, so that's why I never post here. That, and there's internet where I am but I only get to use it for a little while.
Anyway, we went back to our old house, and this one birch tree that's been there so since forever is still there! I know my parents hate it and think that's it's ugly since it's bare, but it's the only birch tree in the whole neighborhood and I love it for that. Later, we went to a Japanese garden place near there and I got to see some koi and a turtle. At the gift shop, there was both music CDs of some traditional music and some taiko drum music, but I got the traditional one. There was also some soda-flavored gummies and even some "Ms. PAC-Man 'Warp Tunnel'" energy drinks. Well, that's something...
Later that night, we went to a friend's house for a bonfire (my first) and finally got to roast marshmallows over it. It didn't really help that the fire was really hot, even for a slightly chilly night...

That's pretty much it.
-Kind of, but not really back at it again, Ayu

Dear Diary,

Yay, more traveling... whoo.... yeah I'm not too big of a fan of traveling. We visited another friend's house and they had 7 cats at their house! I would've expected at most 4, but they have 7 instead. When we left, we came across some deer and a bunny.
Tomorrow we actually get to relax for the day, so I'm hoping I can do that and sleep in because I've been getting tired really early as of late.

-Not tired yet, Ayu

Dear diary,
Ackk I haven't written in forever. Sorry
Hm. Lets see..
Tomorrow school starts, and I have to take the bus now since I dont know my way around this town like I did with my old city. I feel pretty nervous for it, but a tad excited. My mind is just looking for negative things. Like being afraid of being bullied this year too, making no friends, etc..
Wow I have to work on that
But I was set into all accelerated classes again this year, and skipped intermediate band and I am to go into advanced instead. God I havent played the flute since last school year, I hope my skills are still alright
Also, two of my closest friends havent talked to me in 4-5 days and I am worried. They usually respond at least once or twice a day, sometimes they will be off for one day. My other close friend hasnt spoken to me in 2-3 days and I am worried for him as well as the other two.
But Im worried I did something wrong or messed up. Or maybe they just hate me or Im not worth talking to, or I got boring or annoying..
Okay yeah I have to work on that mindset too.
But really, I feel a little sick thinking of these negative things.
On a brighter side, a friend of mine started replying a few days ago. I was worrying she got bored of me or annoyed or hated me suddenly
And another friend started talking to me again as well after a few days of being gone. I was worrying for him
Turns out Gilbert was just in the mountains doing some soul cleaning thing to clear his mind
But he hasnt replied for a day or more. I am starting to wonder if Im just annoying my friends or if Im just not worth talking to anymore
Ack I need that fixed
Also, I seen that Brooke girl who used to be rude to me when I was younger and left me alone. She had no desire to make any interaction with me and made no attempts.
I scared her uh whoops
Anyways, goodnight and kill me with a baguette
Cya
-The God of No Sleep And Trash, not feeling as almighty but Im still trash and need to sleep rip

Dear Diary,
Another boring day has gone by again. I just didn't feel like doing anything really at all today, and thankfully I have virtual school so I can take my time on my assignments. I have a live discussion thing I have to do with one of my teachers soon, so I'm really nervous about that and how I'll do.
It also rained about 4-5 times today in Florida, and it's also currently raining right now. It's kinda crazy, but you get used to it. Also, the sound of rain is really peaceful to listen to... for me, at least.

e: Days feel really long and lonely when you're in virt school and your friends have actual lives instead of you

- Can't think of a good outro yet again, Ayu