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9/6/2017

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Dear Diary- log date 01 (September 7th)

First day of high school today. Alright, let's do this. I'm pumped!

#164

September 7th, 2017

Dear diary,

I have a friend at school.. who is one of very few people who really understand me. She is always talking about her issues to me and while I do not mind listening and attempting to help her to the best of my ability, it sort of feels as if she never listens to my own issues.

I'm not forcing her to help me and I'm not trying to sound un-humble (if that's even a word), but I mean it just seems kinda selfish to me in a way. Most of the time I ask her if there's anything, if she's ok, things I notice about her ex-crush etc etc without her having to ask, but most of the time she doesn't even offer me that much advice.

I asked her for tips (I asked if she could explain what she did, but without giving me the answers) on my math homework (which was a grade), however she refused to help since she also turned down some other people. I even told her I'm not trying to copy I just want to know what you did so I can get some ideas, so I can at least prove that I DID try. I'm still pissed about this (as I said, it was a grade)

I'm not saying I hate her or that I no longer want to be friends, but she acts kinda selfish, if that makes sense.

edit: 9/7/17

There is another girl, too. This girl, while I do respect her, I do not consider a 'friend.' I don't talk to her, she doesn't ever say anything to me, and I try to give subtle hints that I don't really consider us friends. All she really does is follow me around, tbh. From homeroom, transitioning, to lunch, it really gets on my nerves. It also feels as if I can't be straightforward with her and say that I don't want her following me around and stuff. I get it, she probably is just trying to make friends, but she literally never talks to me.

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9/7/2017

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Dear diary,

Yep. I'ma use comic sans, because the other fonts just give off this serious, kinda intense vibe and I'm really not feelin' it. Just gonna make my entries sorta match how I'm feeling.

High school's going pretty good so far. Made a couple friends: Ivy, Veronica, Stanley, and Innet. There's also those 2 acquaintances I have, neither of which I caught the name of. I saw this one girl in a Panic! At The Disco shirt and a I Am Groot backpack yesterday, and turns out I actually have 2 classes with her. She's quieter than the rest of us, which says a lot because this is an art school full of introverts and musical trash. Trying to find out a way to talk to her, too. I don't know why she always catches my eye, but she just does. Hoping I get the chance to actually talk to her.

Also, there was an electrical fire in the school and we all had to evacuate during 2nd period Art History. We all assumed it was just a drill when the alarm started going off... then we stood outside on the street... they actually allowed us to talk to each other during this time (whether it's because there's no point trying to control several hundred teenagers on the 2nd day of school or we're actually allowed to, I have no idea). I found 3 of my classmates I was working with before the alarm went off (the only one I knew the name of was Vincent), thus we just all fangirled/fanboyed over JaidenAnimations together. And then two firetrucks showed up and THAT'S when we all began to take this seriously. Everything turned out fine, though. I don't think anything was even damaged so... that's nice.

Classes seem easy, and our "bell" is actually music. So there's no annoying "BRIIIIIIING". Also nice.

The only thing I can really complain about is my lunch period, because I have 7th period lunch where literally anyone BUT freshmen lurk about. In fact, the way I met Ivy was because she was the only other freshman I could find there. And then we stumbled across Veronica (I was so tempted to make a Freeze Your Brain reference tbh but they aren't musical trash like the rest of my friends so they wouldn't get it.)

Can't go to school Monday because of a dentist's appointment. Goddangit.

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dear diary

these entries got pastel colored somehow!! and that boosts my mood!!
so anyways today was nice because i woke up late and i got motivated to finally go do yoga. i dont like being chubby.
so now im sitting at the kitchen table drinking water and wondering if i should redecorate my room.

#169

9/9/2017

#170

Dear Diary of 9/9/17

After singing. I am thinking about switching classes to Choir
I really love singing
Maybe I'll switch Drawing with it
Also I got invited to go trick or treating
Halloween is in like 51 days umm

~See ya xdd

#171

Captain's Log: 9/9/2017

I need bETTer inTERNet dAMMit
I had to reset my laptop to factory settings, so not only did I lose all my files (My poor, poor Skyrim character), I lost Google Chrome.
My gratuitously bad internet won't let me download it (or anything else), so I'm stuck with Microsoft Edge right now and it's really slow and gross.
It won't even let me copy image links or open them in new tabs,, and everything's placed differently, so I keep instinctively clicking the top left corner expecting a back button and end up with all my tabs gone.
Also, I'm sore, and it legit hurts to do anything with my lower body. It seriously sucks.
+ all my music buffers and it's rEALLy fanning the flames right now.
Otherwise, I'm feeling good and I'm trying to write a song for someone and I'm binging Supernatural for the 3rd time and I loVe Dean Winchester.

-captain hambeard the third

#172

Dear diary

I started art class in school on Wednesday and..
It is honestly depressing. The teacher shoots down our art, never says anything positive. And tried to trash one of my sketches.
I want to switch out but I can't. All the other classes are full. I can't take it, she makes me and everyone feel bad.

I still love doing art and I will continue to do so. But I think that this class isn't for me.
P.s,
I missed my daily siesta. So I don't feel too great.

#173

Date: 10th of September 2017

Dear Diary,

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Fin.

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#174

9/11/2017 (this has nothing to do with hurricanes yay)

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9/12/2017 (caution: the contents inside might be dumb)

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Dear diary of 9/12/17

Omfg my sister got YOGURT on her school CHROMEBOOK and I'm mad

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