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Date d'inscription : 10/10/2016 Communauté : Internationale Messages : 6 Prestige : 68 Niveau : 1 Hors ligne Localisation : dying somewhere Tribu : |
❤SOFT BOYS❤
They are my daily obsession. I love them so fcuking much I'd die for them.
I am big sket gay to see these two happy together.
l So let's talk l
l Sit down darling let's talk l
l Those green eyes could only get you so far l
l And I'm wrong l
l You know darling I'm wrong l
l My mind is weak and now it's wandered off l
l Hello Miss Unfortunate it seems you've lost it all l
l You've got the saddest eyes the world has ever known l
l Darling wipe those tears away l
l And let the liquor course through those veins l
Baby, I'm still alive but my heart is beating slow
Baby, tell me I gotta know
Are you okay? You seem too far gone
Infected, standing there all alone
I'm not very active on this game anymore due to well, reasons that I don't want to discuss but some already know but i suppose some of the "hidden" messages on my forum page are enough to give a brief overview, haha.
However, I will come on here from time to time but feel free to message me on forums - I always check on here when I'm on/in game but who fucking cares.
Thank you so much to certain people who had been able to cheer me up everyday when I came on here more often, its really made me feel happy for those three years. But you'll never know who you fucking are because you're all cunts and I'm not telling you. But having someone to actually vent to, bully kids in vanilla rooms and just being there for me in general was something I really needed at the time.
I'm not going to lie, I'm not the brightest person out there and I'm quite low most of the time. (and a fucking spastic retard) All I want is just to talk to someone, someone who won't stab me in the back or someone who isn't two-faced - I found those people on here, they mean a lot to me even if some of them have stopped coming on here, I'll always treasure the memories I had with them, even if I forget; I'll just know that someone was there once to support me, even if they didn't even know me personally.
- Whiny Prick <3
Not to mention, the disgustingly, and overwhelming support I got from some people on this dead rat game. I can't really comprehend how others can express that much affection or acceptance but I was and am still grateful. Although it's not really my cup of tea, considering I fucking hate sappy shit, it was worthwhile.
Although, I lost connection with some of you twats - I just want to say thank you for tolerating me. I might be a prick, sure, yet those connections were really meaningful, and that was when I knew that I could scavenge the circumstances that I wasn't alone. Still haven't got any help though ahha fucking end me.
Kon'nichiwa
❣MOSHI MOSHI❣
Thank you for looking at my profile,there's no point in denying that I'm a total klutz - especially in conversations ❣
I can be very confusing most of the time, sometimes intentionally just for kicks - keep this in mind ❣
It'd be better if you could refer to me as Una when addressing me in game and on forums ❣
In general, I am:
❥ Awkward
❥ Anxious & Shy
❥ Can be cold at times
❥ Mostly friendly
❥ Professional Introvert
(I'd advise you to be aware of certain mood-swings of mine)
❥ Loyal & Supportive
❥ Extremely Stubborn and indecisive - most of the time
CODE: RED
❥ I'm sorry for everything and anything.
❥ Have a nice day.[/colour]
»»———————- you're my everything ———————-««
»»———————- there'll always be a special place in my heart for you ———————-««
Atelophobia
[A-tel-o-pho-bia]
The fear of imperfection.
The fear of never being good enough.
All school has given me is chewed down fingernails, tired and lifeless eyes including the notion that I'm not good enough and never will be.