i apologize for everything that happened recently. i was irrational and angry about the lack of action taken to my abuse and it ended up hurting people. i feel awful for the people i hurt and continued to go on a tirade, i just can’t be here with knowing people continue to associate with racists, accept and justify bigotry, and decide to discard a black person’s experiences to coddle racists. i feel awful for what i said but i know there is no hope for this game and the rampant bigotry problem because everything continues to slide under the rug and people don’t really care about it. to the people i hurt i’m sorry and the guilt is eating me up inside due to my own impulsivity and irrationality. i know i didn’t help myself today and i allowed myself to go haywire at the wrong people and for that i am truly ashamed of myself and my behaviors.

If you’d like to talk to me on discord, my discord is sadmatryoshka