Atelier 801
Lirenya 
 |  Lirenya #6470
Date d'inscription : 21/04/2011 Communauté :  Internationale Messages : 133 Prestige : 15 Niveau : 1  Hors ligne Âme sœur : Ikaerus #0000
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IkaerusHi.
I'm Meow.
I'm schizophrenic.
Nice to meet you.
I don't even know how to start. Meow.
Here we go.
My hopes were burned out and got lost. My depression ate me all up inside.
I can hear them. They are screaming to get out of my head.
I'm broken, and suffocating. I hear voices in my head, and my heart's melting.
Oh, no, please, don't get me wrong. I'm not trying anything, just expressing myself.
I'm exhausted, still hearing the same song.
I'm lost. Aren't you?
What brings you here?
You're not what I'm expecting.
Go away.
Heal me.
So young,
So damaged.
Too young
I've vanished.
Always crawling and hiding,
Aren't you tired of backsliding?
A storm's trapped inside of my head,
Some demons want me to be dead
So cold inside, and suffocating
I'm closed up behind the gratings.
but after death,
I know you'll be laying next to me
In the grave
Is my soul too empty to be seen?
Yes you are.
What are you waiting for?
Change something.
Change it before it's too late.
Find out more about me in Get to know Meow.
I'm Meow.
I'm schizophrenic.
Nice to meet you.
I don't even know how to start. Meow.
Here we go.
My hopes were burned out and got lost. My depression ate me all up inside.
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I can hear them. They are screaming to get out of my head.
I'm broken, and suffocating. I hear voices in my head, and my heart's melting.
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Oh, no, please, don't get me wrong. I'm not trying anything, just expressing myself.
I'm exhausted, still hearing the same song.
I'm lost. Aren't you?
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What brings you here?
You're not what I'm expecting.
Go away.
Heal me.
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So young,
So damaged.
Too young
I've vanished.
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Always crawling and hiding,
Aren't you tired of backsliding?
A storm's trapped inside of my head,
Some demons want me to be dead
So cold inside, and suffocating
I'm closed up behind the gratings.
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but after death,
I know you'll be laying next to me
In the grave
Is my soul too empty to be seen?
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Yes you are.
What are you waiting for?
Change something.
Change it before it's too late.
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Find out more about me in Get to know Meow.
Oh, you're here.
Let me tell you a never ending story.
Do you ever wonder, why people become cold, and are killing each other?
You probably don't.
Humanity is destroyed. It's destroyed just because they wanted to destroy it. But they weren't aware of that. They weren't aware of the damage they could've done.
Isn't it funny?
Maybe a bit.
I'm Meow.
I'm totally anonymous.
So I can say everything what's going on my mind.
I was dead.
I was lost, too.
But I'm not dead anymore.
I'm not dead thanks to something.
Or someone.
I should stop talking about my thoughts.
Since you're here, you need to read something more, right?
Facts you probably don't need:
Name: Julia
Nationality: Polish-Korean
Age: 18 years old
Living: France
Status nr 1: Taken & Married
Status nr 2: Lost, broken, but healed
Hair color: White
Eye color: Amber
Job: Student
Facts you don't need to know but seem to want it:
1. I suffer from schizophrenia.
2. I'm paranoid and used to cut myself.
3. I tried to commit suicide multiple times.
4. I've done bad things in my life, maybe it's because I just don't care about people.
5. I suffer from cotard delusion.
6. I never killed a fly.
7. I look cold, and act cold, but I'm sensitive inside.
8. I often wish I had a knife to pierce it in my chest.
9. I'm dying and living at the same time.
Some funny facts about me:
I speak in 9 languages
I draw
I write poems and songs, would like to become a songwriter
I love dogs, wolves, and foxes.
I listen to metal, rock, post-grunge, darkwave music
I sing really bad
And the funniest thing
I hate cats.
No, let me finish what I was talking about.
Love on this world doesn't exist anymore.
Don't you wonder why?
We say love is strong enough to beat anything, and to survive anything.
It's true.
But...
Since humanity became cold, and signed a pact with the demon of hate,
They made that devil powerful.
He became strong enough to kill love, his name was Hate.
Hate is the most powerful feeling in this world, now.
No, you can't say I'm wrong.
Look around you.
When Hate felt more powerful, and stronger,he knew this time, he could win the battle.
Love was fighting strong enough, but bleeding too much.
Maybe that's why love hurts.
Love died, died but with its honor.
Hate won, and love doesn't matter anymore in this world.
But love did survive in some ways.
Even though it died, it's gone inside some people.
And we have to find them.
I already find mine.
I love him.
Find out more about me in Meow's Mind.
Let me tell you a never ending story.
Do you ever wonder, why people become cold, and are killing each other?
You probably don't.
Humanity is destroyed. It's destroyed just because they wanted to destroy it. But they weren't aware of that. They weren't aware of the damage they could've done.
Isn't it funny?
Maybe a bit.
I'm Meow.
I'm totally anonymous.
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So I can say everything what's going on my mind.
I was dead.
I was lost, too.
But I'm not dead anymore.
I'm not dead thanks to something.
Or someone.
I should stop talking about my thoughts.
Since you're here, you need to read something more, right?
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Facts you probably don't need:
Name: Julia
Nationality: Polish-Korean
Age: 18 years old
Living: France
Status nr 1: Taken & Married
Status nr 2: Lost, broken, but healed
Hair color: White
Eye color: Amber
Job: Student
Facts you don't need to know but seem to want it:
1. I suffer from schizophrenia.
2. I'm paranoid and used to cut myself.
3. I tried to commit suicide multiple times.
4. I've done bad things in my life, maybe it's because I just don't care about people.
5. I suffer from cotard delusion.
6. I never killed a fly.
7. I look cold, and act cold, but I'm sensitive inside.
8. I often wish I had a knife to pierce it in my chest.
9. I'm dying and living at the same time.
Some funny facts about me:
I speak in 9 languages
I draw
I write poems and songs, would like to become a songwriter
I love dogs, wolves, and foxes.
I listen to metal, rock, post-grunge, darkwave music
I sing really bad
And the funniest thing
I hate cats.
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No, let me finish what I was talking about.
Love on this world doesn't exist anymore.
Don't you wonder why?
We say love is strong enough to beat anything, and to survive anything.
It's true.
But...
Since humanity became cold, and signed a pact with the demon of hate,
They made that devil powerful.
He became strong enough to kill love, his name was Hate.
Hate is the most powerful feeling in this world, now.
No, you can't say I'm wrong.
Look around you.
When Hate felt more powerful, and stronger,he knew this time, he could win the battle.
Love was fighting strong enough, but bleeding too much.
Maybe that's why love hurts.
Love died, died but with its honor.
Hate won, and love doesn't matter anymore in this world.
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But love did survive in some ways.
Even though it died, it's gone inside some people.
And we have to find them.
I already find mine.
I love him.
Find out more about me in Meow's Mind.
Oh, funny you still here.
Let's play a game.
There is actually Nothing In Meow's Mind.
Keep seeking.
Find out more about me in Meow me.
Let's play a game.
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There is actually Nothing In Meow's Mind.
Keep seeking.
Find out more about me in Meow me.
I didn't think you'd open this page.
My drawings don't realte to Transformice.
I will upload. Hope you like it.
My drawings don't realte to Transformice.
I will upload. Hope you like it.
Daenerys from GOT, not finished.
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Jack Sparrow.
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SpeedPaint
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Get out of my head
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Unknown
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Clan Campbell
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Otter
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This is where it ends.
Thank you for visiting me.
It was a pleasure. Hope you aren't exhausted.
The Meow me.
Oh, I was about to forget.
I hope you read that, too.
Death seems so long but so close at the same time;
everyday, everytime i die for you to be mine,
my heart became as dark as the sky in the night,
remember when we kissed, at midnight?
my soul is emptier than an unoccupied home,
guess without you i became a frozen stone,
Darling, would you heal me and all my feelings?
Would you heal the wounds, and stop the bleeding?
my demons want me dead tonight,
my demons don't want you by my side,
there's no pain that i won't go through,
even if i had to, die for you.
Darling, would you leave all of this behind?
Would you wish me goodnight and die by my side?
tired of hearing voices in my head,
Guess tonight i'm dead.
If you need to Meow me cause you feel like you need to express yourself, or think we have things in common,
Just /c Meow.
You can also Meow me here, by sending me a private message.
See you.
Meow.
Thank you for visiting me.
It was a pleasure. Hope you aren't exhausted.
The Meow me.
Oh, I was about to forget.
I hope you read that, too.
Death seems so long but so close at the same time;
everyday, everytime i die for you to be mine,
my heart became as dark as the sky in the night,
remember when we kissed, at midnight?
my soul is emptier than an unoccupied home,
guess without you i became a frozen stone,
Darling, would you heal me and all my feelings?
Would you heal the wounds, and stop the bleeding?
my demons want me dead tonight,
my demons don't want you by my side,
there's no pain that i won't go through,
even if i had to, die for you.
Darling, would you leave all of this behind?
Would you wish me goodnight and die by my side?
tired of hearing voices in my head,
Guess tonight i'm dead.
If you need to Meow me cause you feel like you need to express yourself, or think we have things in common,
Just /c Meow.
You can also Meow me here, by sending me a private message.
See you.
Meow.
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