this is an open letter to my future self

Hi Emilly,

Sleep peacefully. You don't have to lose sleep over having doubts about
the best place to be or worrying too much about what hasn't even happened yet.
Things will be fine. They always did. You always found a way to make it happen. And will do it now. Do not be afraid.
Be generous with yourself, do the best you can, and don't put off important decisions
for fear of the future. Because he, you who will build. Believe it! It depends more on you than on anyone else.
Stop waiting for people to tell you what to do and make your own decisions.
Nobody wants your happiness and success more than you do.
It's gonna be hard! You will have to unlearn a lot of things that you thought were
absolute truths and you will also have to learn a lot of new things, which includes
trusting yourself more and caring less about what others say.
Your learning processes will be very painful, but necessary. They will bring you, stronger and stronger, until here.
You will hear many no's and you will think about giving up many times along the way.
Sometimes you will believe that it is impossible. Do not give up! Mainly what helps you fulfill your purpose.
Never run away from something important because of someone or some temporary anguish. Believe it! Will pass.
It seems hard to believe, but you will be able to work in the place of your dreams.
You will understand that your career is important and without giving up one
or the other, you will be able to move forward. All these roles will bring you a realization that
you don't even know exists. And once you find out, you will
be unable to think of living any other way. As you can see, good discoveries await you.
You will build good achievements and share many stories.
It won't be easy, but you'll be proud. Of you, of the path and of what
you left where you went.