"We're a thousand miles from comfort, we have traveled land and sea. But as long as you are with me, there's no place I'd rather be. I would wait forever, exalted in the scene. As long as I am with you, my heart continues to beat... If you gave me a chance I would take it. It's a shot in the dark but I'll make it. Know with all of your heart, you can't shake me. When I am with you, there's no place I'd rather be..." - Rather Be by Clean Bandit.
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"Party girls don't get hurt. Can't feel anything, when will I learn? I push it down, push it down...1, 2, 3, 1, 2, 3, drink. 1, 2, 3, 1, 2, 3, drink. 1, 2, 3, 1, 2, 3, drink...But I'm holding on for dear life, won't look down, won't open my eyes. Keep my glass full until morning light, 'cause I'm just holding on for tonight. Help me, I'm holding on for dear life, won't look down, won't open my eyes..." Chandelier by Sia.
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"Staring at your photograph. Everything now in the past. Never felt so lonely I wish that you could show me love..." Show Me Love- by t.A.T.u
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"Musing through memories. Losing my grip in the grey. Numbing the senses, I feel you slipping away. Fighting to hold on, clinging to just one more day. Love turns to ashes, with all that I wish could say..
I'd die to be where you are.
I tried to be where you are.
Every night, I dream you still here. The ghost by my side, so perfect so clear. When I awake, you disappear,
Back to the shadows
With all I hold dear..
With all I hold dear..
I dream you're still here.." Still Here by Digital Daggers.
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"It's all your fault. You called me beautiful. You turned me out and now I can't turn back. I hold my breath because you were perfect, but I'm running out of air, and it's not fair...
I'm trying to figure out what else to say... To make you turn around and come back this way... I feel like we could be really awesome together. So make up your mind cause it's now or never..." It's All Your Fault by P!nk.
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"How many times can we win and lose? How many times can we break the rules? Between us, only teardrops..." Only Teardrops by Emmelie De Forest.
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"I dance around this empty house. Tear us down, throw you out. Screaming down the halls, spinning all around and now we fall. Pictures framing up the past. Your taunting smirk behind the glass. This museum full of ash. Once a tickle, now a rash. This used to be a funhouse, but now it's full of evil clowns. It's time to start the countdown, I'm gonna burn it down down down, I'm gonna burn it down..." Funhouse by P!nk.
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I miss you more than words can describe.... please come back to me, my dear brother.