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Date d'inscription : 21/12/2016 Communauté :  Internationale Messages : 1 Prestige : 0 Niveau : 1  Hors ligne Genre :  Masculin Localisation : X Âme sœur : Leospika #0000
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Tribu They/Them
I'm a sad sad boy
You may think I'm nothing. I really am. But if you look closely, there always was and will be something there~
You look past me like I am nothing. Like I am just a feature on the wall. Nothing that matters. You can paint over me. But you can never hide me.
Did they know you were only you? Did they know that you belonged to yourself? Did they know you were a human being, Did they? Did they know you at all? Did they?
Did you know that you were only human?
Did you know that
No one can take the burden
Of the world
On their shoulders?
What can you do to me, when you have taken so much?
How do I keep myself
From destroying me
If the person you would take a bullet for
Is behind the trigger, waiting.
You may laugh at me
Spit at me
Hurt me
But there will never be anything as painful
Or as humiliating
as my own soul.
You may laugh like it hurts
You may say you are my greatest enemy
However
You will always be wrong.
My greatest enemy is myself.
No matter what you say
You cannot define me.
No one will.
I am not intent on changing that.
Go ahead, Underestimate me.
But you will never change me
You will never define me.
Is there a word for the pain you feel
The betrayal
The grief
When someone you love
Has taken the worst
Is there a word for the pain you feel
When you have won the battle
But lost the war
Is there a word for the pain you feel
When
Everything
Is
Lost
Is there?
Is there a cure
For the hole in your heart
When you stand by and watch
Is it better to laugh
Or is it better to mourn
Or is it best to stop it
To throw it out
I am too dead inside to think
Too scarred to feel.
"Go to hell," they said.
Oh darling, where do you think I came from?
What happens
When the person you would take a bullet for
Is behind the trigger
And pulls it
"I am your worst nightmare," They said.
But honey, I don't dream.
Did they know that you were only human
You look past me like I am part of the wall. But I exist like everyone else does.
I am Alive.
I am Alone
Don't you wish I didn't exist? I wish, too. Except that I live, I live with no purpose, no idea why I am here.
Yet I am
So I live.
My smile
Masks my pain
My calm
Hides my storm
Whatever you see
Is a lie
"Why don't you trust me," he asked.
If only he knew
How much pain he had caused me\
He and everyone else
So I reply
"I don't trust anyone"
I have broken myself
So no one can.
I've caused pain to myself
So no one else can step on me
Like a small flower
Small and innocent
Yet so horrible.
I've lost myself
So nothing else can.
I am a broken person.
No, I am not a good person.
But I am alive.
I can survive.
No one has tried to save me
No one will
Because of this
I will save myself.
The free days
The pretty days
Are over.
Watch me burn
In my own hell.
I'm a sad sad boy
You may think I'm nothing. I really am. But if you look closely, there always was and will be something there~
You look past me like I am nothing. Like I am just a feature on the wall. Nothing that matters. You can paint over me. But you can never hide me.
Did they know you were only you? Did they know that you belonged to yourself? Did they know you were a human being, Did they? Did they know you at all? Did they?
Did you know that you were only human?
Did you know that
No one can take the burden
Of the world
On their shoulders?
What can you do to me, when you have taken so much?
How do I keep myself
From destroying me
If the person you would take a bullet for
Is behind the trigger, waiting.
You may laugh at me
Spit at me
Hurt me
But there will never be anything as painful
Or as humiliating
as my own soul.
You may laugh like it hurts
You may say you are my greatest enemy
However
You will always be wrong.
My greatest enemy is myself.
No matter what you say
You cannot define me.
No one will.
I am not intent on changing that.
Go ahead, Underestimate me.
But you will never change me
You will never define me.
Is there a word for the pain you feel
The betrayal
The grief
When someone you love
Has taken the worst
Is there a word for the pain you feel
When you have won the battle
But lost the war
Is there a word for the pain you feel
When
Everything
Is
Lost
Is there?
Is there a cure
For the hole in your heart
When you stand by and watch
Is it better to laugh
Or is it better to mourn
Or is it best to stop it
To throw it out
I am too dead inside to think
Too scarred to feel.
"Go to hell," they said.
Oh darling, where do you think I came from?
What happens
When the person you would take a bullet for
Is behind the trigger
And pulls it
"I am your worst nightmare," They said.
But honey, I don't dream.
Did they know that you were only human
You look past me like I am part of the wall. But I exist like everyone else does.
I am Alive.
I am Alone
Don't you wish I didn't exist? I wish, too. Except that I live, I live with no purpose, no idea why I am here.
Yet I am
So I live.
My smile
Masks my pain
My calm
Hides my storm
Whatever you see
Is a lie
"Why don't you trust me," he asked.
If only he knew
How much pain he had caused me\
He and everyone else
So I reply
"I don't trust anyone"
I have broken myself
So no one can.
I've caused pain to myself
So no one else can step on me
Like a small flower
Small and innocent
Yet so horrible.
I've lost myself
So nothing else can.
I am a broken person.
No, I am not a good person.
But I am alive.
I can survive.
No one has tried to save me
No one will
Because of this
I will save myself.
The free days
The pretty days
Are over.
Watch me burn
In my own hell.
Run for Cheese 