Dear diary,
Mood: Apathetic

My life is spiraling downward. I couldn't get enough money to go to the Blood Red Romance and Suffocate Me Dry Concert. It sucks cause they play some of my favorite songs like 'Stab My Heart Because I Love You' and 'Rip Apart My Soul' and of course, 'Stabby Rip Stab Stab'. And it doesn't help that I couldn't get my hair to do that flippy thing either; like that guy from that band could do, some days you know...

I'm an emo kid, non-conforming as can be
You'd be non-conforming too if you look just like me
I have paint on my nails and make-up on my face
I'm almost emo enough to start shaving my legs
'Cause I feel real deep when I'm dressing in drag
I call it freedom of expression most just call me a fag
'Cause their dudes look like chicks, their chicks look like dykes
'Cause emo is one step below transvestite

Stop my breathing and slit my throat
I must be emo
I don't jump around when I go to shows

I can't get through a Hawthorne Heights album without sobbing
Girls keep breaking up with me, it's never any fun
They say they already have a pussy, they don't need another one

Stop my breathing and slit my throat
I must be emo
I don't jump around when I go to shows
I must be emo
Dye in my hair and polish on my toes
I must be emo
I play guitar and write suicide notes
I must be emo

My life is just a black abyss, you know, it's so dark. And it's suffocating me. Grabbing a hold of me and tightening its grip, tighter than a pair of my little sister's jeans... Which look great on me by the way

When I get depressed, I cut my wrists in every direction
Hearing songs about getting dumped give me an erection
I write in a live journal and wear thick-rimmed glasses
I told my friends I bleed black and cry during classes
I'm just a bad, cheap imitation of goth
You can read me "Catcher in the Rye" and watch me jack off
I wear skintight clothes while hating my life
If I said I like girls I'd only be half right

I look like I'm dead and dress like a homo
I must be emo
Screw XBOX I play old school Nintendo
I must be emo
I like to whine and hate my parentals
I must be emo
Me and my friends all look like clones
I must be emo

My parents just don't get me you know. They think I'm gay just because they saw me kiss a guy. Well, a couple of guys. But I mean, it's the 2000s. Can't two or four dudes make-out with each other without being gay? I mean, chicks dig that kind of thing anyways. I don't know diary, sometimes I think you're the only one that gets me, you're my best friend... I feel like tacos.

yeah, screw xbox, nintendo ftw

Don't player hate me, player hate somebody else.
Yo, yo yo I'm a gangster
Where my dawgs at?
Bark with me if you're my dog.
Yo yo yo, I'm gonna give a shout out to all the player haters
(I don't like player haters)
If you're a player hater don't player, player hate on me.
(player hate somebody else)
I'm a gangster, I'm straight up
(straight up gangster, dude)
Grrr I'm steamin' mad grrr

I'm a gangster, I'm a straight up G.
The gangster life is the life for me!
Shooting people by day, selling drugs by night.
Being a gangster is hella tight.

I walk around town with a stark erection, then gave your mom a yeast infection.
I saw the police man and I punched him in the eye,
To serve and protect, what a lie!

I also don't like white people, you shouldn't too.
And don't get me started about the jews.

I'm a gangster
Grrr I'm mad
I'm a gangster
My rhymes are bad
I'm a gangster
I'm iced out like a freezer
I'm a gangster
I don't listen to Weezer

I dropped out of school at the age of 3
(why)
Cuz all the teachers tried to player hate on me
(oh)
My rhymes are cool just like doing cocaine.
My rhymes are hot like a burning flame.

Sisqo is my homie, he's a ganster too.
Me and Sisqo are the leaders of the gangster crew.
I like to be in jail and he likes to sing and dance (dance)
Some say we're the perfect match.

(step off, step back, step away, step back, don't step forward, back, don't step forwards, step backwards, backwards don't step to me, do not step to me)

I'm giving a shout out to my homies in cell block 8,
Being in jail sucks 'cuz you always have to masturbate.
Except when a Jewish person goes to jail, all my homies cheer,
They will make mince meat out of his rear.

Ben Petty helped me make the gangster beat to this song,
I shot him in the face cuz he looked at me wrong.

I'm a gangster,
I drop bombs like Heroshima.
I'm a gangster,
Bitch suck on my wiener.
I'm a gangster,
I drive a cool car.
I'm a gangster,
I smoke weed in a cigar.

Yo, my gangster flow
Yo, yo yo yo

I'm rolling on dubs, iced out like hockey.
My friend got kicked out of Japan for drinking all the saukki.
Fuck a bitch,
Gimmie head hoe.
What's up to my dawgs,
Yo yo yo.

They play my song on the radio all day long,
So everyone can hear my gangster song.

Nobody thought I'd blow up like a firestone tire,
Oh there's no beat left.

i love u

I will never be able to write about my feelings the same way you do. You are such an emotional guy, let's be little girls together.

Sometimes i feel things. Other times, not so much