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I like this thread, enjoy reading your daily 10s Penpause47

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Estine a dit :
I like this thread, enjoy reading your daily 10s Penpause47

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1st daily 10s
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Ah cheers Yukako, it's appreciated. :)
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If only my school allowed phones then I would be coming here every school day, BUT the principle is a pussy about it
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I'm so sad right now
I can't find my cat and that's worrying me because I really hope she's not dead, she's been my best friend for five years now. There's this one cat on the side of the road where I live and he's dead and I know it's not my cat or my business but that is most likely someone's pet and they're probably worried sick about him and it makes me sad. Like, just thinking about them discovering the cat and them being sad. Ive has many accidents with cats dying before and it's the worst feeling in the world. I hope they're okay and I hope my cat arrives

Update!! I found her last night! And she is alive and doing well
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Sometimes I would be doing something like work or just trying to fall asleep then my mind would snap back to the history of an ex friend of mine. They hurt my best friend and myself and it sucks to remember them and that it was reality, not a bad dream. I want to forget and now have memories hit me out of the blue. Maybe with more time I can fully forget their rotten behaviour.
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Sometimes I would be doing something like work or just trying to fall asleep then my mind would snap back to the history of an ex friend of mine. They hurt my best friend and myself and it sucks to remember them and that it was reality, not a bad dream. I want to forget and now have memories hit me out of the blue. Maybe with more time I can fully forget their rotten behaviour.

Maybe it's best to move on. Fake friends are disgusting and don't deserve the valuable friendship of people who care. Just trying to move your thoughts on and away from it is a good method for people who hurt you. Confrontation is also good to get out built up hurt. Maybe bring up points where they were disrespectful or lying to you and/or the friend in a respectful manner to end off the hurt mutually. It's also good to keep in mind that it could be an only chance, so try to keep your temper in check. A few friends of mine try to do this with past friends and end up popping off with a "ur a stupid whore xd im so great" when the person they were trying to talk to was just trying to come back to do what i explained.
Of course, though, you can always just keep it locked up. Keeping your mind off of it for the most part can be very helpful. It'll hurt sometimes, hell it might even make you take a sad nap. But it's worth it eventually. I wish you the best of luck <3
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Sincerelymaple a dit :
Sometimes I would be doing something like work or just trying to fall asleep then my mind would snap back to the history of an ex friend of mine. They hurt my best friend and myself and it sucks to remember them and that it was reality, not a bad dream. I want to forget and now have memories hit me out of the blue. Maybe with more time I can fully forget their rotten behaviour.

Update: it was tough but I have been coping better. Still hurts but it dulls as time goes on. Got bigger fish to fry with education and preparing for careers.
To the person above, thank you I am moving on better now. I don't do confrontation but knowing they have left gives me some closure.

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I want to get away. I don't know what to do. That's the main thing I need advice with. I have enough money to go somewhere else. I have enough money to manage for even a little bit. But I'm underage and not allowed to travel alone (obviously).
Not saying that all of my country (Estonia) is like this, but the part I live in definitely is. Including my family. Although my mother, the one who hurt me the most for my whole childhood is finally dead, I decided to come out to my dad which obviously didn't go well. I have someone I love, and I have a best friend. The most both of them can do is support me emotionally though. I need to get away from here as fast as possible. I don't think I can handle living in this hellhole for much longer honestly. It's not that I'm like, so suicidal that if I have a knife in my hand I'll hurt myself but I don't have the biggest will to live either. I have terrible social anxiety and I don't know how to communicate with people, so online friends are the only people who were ever there for me. Some nights I feel like I'm just going insane, being trapped here with nothing but sadness.
I'm genuinely tired so I don't know how much of this message makes sense but yeah.

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i hate when random people talk about my cut scars like smh Shush .

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MY LIFE IS FUCKING O V E R .
I CAN'T BELIEVE MY EYES...
WHY WOULD HE DO SUCH THINGS TO ME
IF
HE
DIDN'T
EVEN
L O V E M E
IN THE FIRST PLACE???
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this isnt that big of a deal but like.. im hella antisocial and i want some advice to help me socialize more..... whenever im talking to someone i just feel so nervous and idk what to talk about, im only comfortable around like 4 people, idk why i'm so nervous around others

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I'm just worried he will slander me.
It's been a while since we last texted each other and I don't know what he's up to. Am I overthinking everything?
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^ Damn i know that feeling
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I know no one will respond to this and that's ok

So for the past month or two, I have been doubting my gender. I hate this because I have no intentions of accepting myself to whatever I identify as, so it's a painful experience for me.
I know a couple of months is a little too short to question this but to be fair, I've had hints of dysphoria ever since fourth grade. Puberty really started for me in third grade but that was just simple stuff like armpit hair. Fourth grade was when I developed boobs and I hated that.
For the next two years of my elementary school days, I would wear jackets even in the heat just so people would not notice I had boobs. In eighth and ninth grade, I started feeling OK with my body but I still disliked it. I even remember in seventh or eighth grade looking up the removal of breasts and the female sex organs and wishing I could go through that surgery.
Then a couple months ago I had a friend who questioned about being trans and that led me to question too because I hate my body. I know if I came out to my friend, they would be fine. I even tried telling my thoughts about dysphoria to my close internet friends and I told them I think I might be gender fluid (not knowing what to identify as) and they basically said that gender fluidity doesn't exist so that was a big punch in the stomach. For the past couple days, I've really been effected by dysphoria. I cry everytime I think about it and I think about it constantly. My family is also transphobic so I can't even come out to them, and my mom already knows I am very close with my friend and thinks I'm heavily influenced by her and she may be right but I don't want to admit that to her.
I don't know man
I just wish I was back to being an eight year old where I didn't have to worry about all this crap.
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@Sweetporcelain

I can’t imagine how or what you’re feeling except the part not liking your body but do what you love to do, do what you WANT to do, it’s you and it’s your body and your decisions, take your time to think about things, like your gender and what you want to do about your body, and if that’s something you really want, don’t rush because you may regret it later. Come out to your family when you’re ready (if you want ofc), they may dislike it at first but hopefully they’ll support you later on. I really hope everything goes great for you and wish you all the best i prolly didnt make much sense but i tried
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I'm walking towards having another burnout again.

Sleepless nights, pills and crankiness have become part of my routine. I don't even know whether or not I do this on purpose anymore, I absolutely hate not being productive and doing nothing, even if it is to rest.

Projects and projects are piling up on me, and I can't keep up the pace. It was my fault, I made this happen, and now I'm completely drained of my strength and energy. Guess what did I do; I pushed through, obliterating my body and mind once more.

Honestly, at this point, I don't even care. I might as well just shred what's left of me.

Don't know how or if I will survive another breakdown like this, nonetheless. I'm done.
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@Sweetporcelain

I can’t imagine how or what you’re feeling except the part not liking your body but do what you love to do, do what you WANT to do, it’s you and it’s your body and your decisions, take your time to think about things, like your gender and what you want to do about your body, and if that’s something you really want, don’t rush because you may regret it later. Come out to your family when you’re ready (if you want ofc), they may dislike it at first but hopefully they’ll support you later on. I really hope everything goes great for you and wish you all the best i prolly didnt make much sense but i tried

Thank you
I already have been trying to get my mind off it and by that, I've been sewing things together and making memes because that's what I enjoy. I really do want to get rid of the body parts that make me uncomfortable and I most likely will not have any issues with that.
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