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wryyttis a dit : Don't feel that way... Has he ever told you that ur a disappointment? |
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| i feel like shit and i just need to rant here i can't take this family anymore i'm so sick of it, the stress that hangs in our house and how its supposed to be a save haven for me truth is i think my dad is a jerk and i'm not even sure if i love him. he is ignorant and will only get angry at me when i'm having a tough time. i want to tell my parents to stop favoriting my older sister it's so obvious. but the last fucking time i did that made my mom cry and they never did anything about it. i don't want to be surrounded by these people i want to be alone and safe and i just want to cry but i can't because in this dysfunctional family crying means you're having a episode and they won't pay attention to you i want my dad to be proud of me, i want my parents to be proud of me. i know my dad is dissapointed i have dyscalculia therapy isn't helping at all and i feel like i'm falling apart My sister might be moving out soon and i'm so jealous of her and i give my family fake smiles and fake conversations everyday tbh the only one i'm atleast a bit connected to is my mom. they use the most pathetic excuses for everything and i'm just so i can't ever show my true feelings and i know my parents see me as the dissapointment of the family. i don't talk with them alot and spend most of my time on the computer and i don't get alot of good grades. from the 3 daughters i'm the one most messed up my mom gets angry over how i don't let her in but its because i don't trust them at all my dad asked if i wanted him to drop me off at the shoe store so i could shop for shoes, but i declined because i thought it was too scary going alone. he got angry at me and told me ''You're only getting yourself with this ridiculous behaviour, you make everything hard can you just NOT be a baby for once?'' im just ugh Im still crying over the fact ill never achieve my dreams It hurts so much to know you're not good enough for your dreams Dernière modification le 1455570180000 |
| « Citoyen » 1455664800000
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| Please don't quote So I have been feeling down lately but it has come to the point where it is trying to conflict with my art, and *possibly * my grade in art . My art teacher forces us to work at a fast pace but the things we do take time. I have never felt like crying in frustration trying to complete the most recent projects because they did not meet my definition of good. My frustration turns into Irritability during Language arts , because most people in there from the loony bin. Sometimes they take my irritability to rage and I ether end up crying or throwing my glasses at someone . This has also affected my mood in the afternoons because I normally draw but now its like I cant even draw because it is not the way I want it . |
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| @Ice THE THING WITH THE ART GRADE IS SOMETHING THAT HAPPENED TO ME RECENTLY YOU ARE NOT ALONE. It's a ton of anxiety-- I'm sorry you're being pushed into this hole with that. Is there any way you can talk to your teacher about this? Do you think you can arrange a plan so you can do your best with the work at a good pace that doesn't stress you out? Good work takes time, I'm sorry you're stuck with a teacher who also doesn't see that. I suggest try talking with the teacher or taking some work home. It's really rough I feel you, I cried so many times too and I went through multiple all-nighters just to get projects done. It's not healthy. :^( Please see if there's SOMETHING you can come up with for your teacher. Your art is great from what I've seen! It's sadly this rushing to get it done that falters with it because we want to do our best to make it something we like too, instead of "I did this because its all I had time for" Maybe what you can do is plan a time for a little doodling of something you like? This way you can draw something that makes you happy while also warming up to draw for the later projects. I really wish I could hug you right now goodness... I'm sorry you're going through this frustrating time- it's unfortunate how art classes can be nowadays. |
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| is there a possibility for a 11 year old to think about and worrying about dying? |
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pikuh a dit : Why wouldn't there be? People of any age can worry, it doesn't matter how old they are. |
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| but i worry if im going to die before i expirence everything i want |
| « Citoyen » 1455709620000
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| So my 19th birthday is around the corner 3 days and a month away counting from today and i just cant ..i dunno stop feeling that im old, i mean compared to some of my friends on here i am a old man and i just ugh.. |
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| hey bud js im 23 the game has no age limit if thats what concerns you? |
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ocelotsboss a dit : You're not old at all! You got an entire life ahead of you still. Yeah, some people here may be quite a bit younger but y'know what? I think that's a good thing. You're not an old man, but an adult- and that means you can be the adult figure some people need in their lives for help and guidance. That turns you into an even better friend! That's one of the perks of it, in my eyes. And hey, we're all young at heart- we're all playing a mouse game. You're not old. Age is just a number. Let me know if you don't want me to quote you btw, I'll happily edit my post. |
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| I feel ugly |
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cheesezwheel a dit : no way man!! i just saw a couple of your pictures from the asirl thread, god damn you look beautiful, and boy do i wish to look like you. dont listen to anyone who tells you that you're not pretty, because their words will never match you and that they just didnt get to see the amazing person that you are. while it's not even based only on appearances, you're still gorgeous from the inside. :] |
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smartiewolfs a dit : I meant ugly as in cruel hearted xD |
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cheesezwheel a dit : If you feel ugly in that sense then you could always consider changing. That's up to you to try though. That or you can keep living with that ugly heart or mind that you have, but we can only encourage you to fix that yourself. |
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| Nobody replied, so I'd rather not anymore. Dernière modification le 1455947520000 |
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| i didnt intend for this to happen i didnt intend to do it again fuck this was originallt supposed to be FAKE to protect me from a fuckboy i ended up not even using the excuse now ive fallen..? formhim.?????? hes so ncie and respectful and i cant believe men like this exist im just whyzd this happen AGAIN u can quote or reply idrc lmao just a vent |
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Haruhitastic a dit : how do you he's a fuck boy? Do u really like him? |