and I said hey
what's going on

it's been forever ever since I've touched the forums (aka 2 weeks lol) but nothing's really that different

other than exams and stuff

also can I talk about FE Heroes for a bit because HOLY CHEESUS I'm getting spoiled

I mean

Laguz units coming soon AND an Ike-Soren Bound Hero Battle?

I was expecting Mist to be the secondary hero in an Ike BHB but n o p e

I literally was like "YESS!!" when I logged in and saw the summoning banner

well it was more like:
*logs in and sees banner*
"...wha?"
*realization kicks in two awkward seconds later*
"YES!!!! FINALLY!! THE BHB I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR ALL MY LIFE!!!"
seriously I was so happy aaaaaaaa
also Feh's comment made me laugh because anyone who has seen their supports, even really pay attention to Soren's dialogue/actions in PoR know... pfft. :^)

My summoning luck on the other hand...
I spent ~210 orbs (aka all my orbs) on that banner
The results?
4 duplicate Elincias that I definitely don't need and a Brave Roy...

yeah, I was pretty mad since PoR Ike is one of the 5 Tellius heroes I'm missing ;_;

'tis the life of people playing gacha games

that is all for know
I will now go cry for all of my lost orbs tbh Soren's face on the banner is my mood right now: "big oof"
and maybe edit this is something cool happens later

insert the recorder version of "My Heart Will Go On" here

hEY- so, things have changed
Like
A lot.
But I want to focus on the good first, because I'm like
Honestly happy about this stuff.

So, in my pep band in my school, I got to hang out with some friends !! Both of our teams won by a huge mile, so we did spectacular in my opinion !!
I also got to reconnect with my crush, since we haven't talked in a while. But he asked for my phone number and we've been playing smash bros together and,, honestly I'm so happy. Like. How can someone still be so sweet even during a fighting game skdksksk
If I accidentally fell off the stage, he would throw himself off of it as well so that i could have an even chance to still beat him in the battle.
And he sent me a recording of him playing the Super Smash Bros Ultimate theme song,, and,, oh my gosh how can someone be so talented. He's such an amazing flute player I wanna cry ckskcksksks
He also did his Honours Band audition and Im so fricking proud of him hhh
He sounded so good. I love how he always tries to get into that little space of needing improvement and close it up with more. Hes such an amazing person tbh
I also got to walk home with him, which I can't do a lot at all, honestly, because I live across town from him. But I'm honestly happy that he trusts me, too
I wish I could have done the Honors Band
I couldn't do it, though. Not with my family tragedy that happened. It honestly hit me really hard, and especially since it was so random. I'm scared, honestly. But I hope it will turn out okay. My friend Lorenzo is kind, and he is here for me on this topic. He's willing to do anything to help me. I'm so thankful to be his friend.
Yeetus


Also my crush just hit me with another "K" but it's just because his phone is charging and he's trying to respond quickly
A
- me big gay

public diary post: let's not say anything FE related edition

I keep forgetting about the forums oops


I've been stuck in routine hell so that's been fun
However, school hasn't been completely boring because I met some people who like to play Smash Ultimate!
...except when I asked them if I could play with them at another time (since class was ending at the time,) my voice was shaking so hard and UGH

I actually met someone else who played Ultimate before school started and...well... I got DESTROYED.
Hooray for me having no experience in the Pit vs Cloud matchup ;_;

but then I went Corrin aka a character I don't know how to combo with and I did better...?
I don't know if they were holding back or not
I hope not
but that's just my perfectionist mind speaking because I hope that I'm that good
I'm probably not

Also Fairy Fencer F: Advent Dark Force is on sale for ~$11 right now on the PS store and apparently it's also coming to Switch...?
I'll be buying the PS4 version and binge-playing that on Saturday so yaaayyy

Welp, I have nothing else to report
byeeeeee

holds up a sign that says "will give away a bunch of cheese coins and time for a Smash Ultimate sparring partner, just pm me"

Dear Diary,
It's another day of tfm...
All day
Everyday
When does it end?

It's 1/23 day >_>

hi I'm back
hello back, I'm dad

I did get around to playing Fairy Fencer F ADF last weekend and hooo boy, it's different from what I imagined?
The plot's still the same but the thing that's throwing me for a loop is characters appearing earlier than expected when compared to the original game
other than that, it's still cool (love the opening animation)

School is being school
Life is being life
PinocchioP's new song makes me think and made me feel sad, apparently
aaand I won't say anything about FE here except Choose Your Legends 3 is hype let's get my pfp back into top 50 again or better Pog
Still too nervous to play smoosh bros with anyone
I should really update my pfp

bye

Is there a downside to playing Transformice? Do mice dream of cheese?

yoyoyoyo guess who hasn't done anything on the forums since the beginning of this year

me

'Twas focusing on school back then and now I'm just being lazy
heck, it's summer

also reading back on my old entries, didn't realize I talked about Fire Emblem so much
which is what I'm going to do right now, lol

I'm just super excited for tonight since I've been playing through Path of Radiance with my brother and it's been super hilarious so far, since he does a lot of silly voices for the characters and his reactions to some things are either really funny or ironic that they make me laugh really hard

my favorite voice so far is Gatrie's since he makes him sound like Scooby-Doo
Speaking of voices, we're going to be doing Chapter 4 tonight and I'm super curious about what voice he's going to give to Soren and his reaction to him in general (totally not because he's my favorite character or anything)
Though if my brother jokes about him being depressed, I will choke on my bottled water (gotta stay hydrated)

welp that's pretty much it
Time to be a pro Wii Tennis player
see you all some other time

- Ayumi

I forgot how to format these lol

I said I was going to be more active but all I do is lurk
eh

School has started and everythinG'S SO CROWDED oof
It's like tightrope walking but replace falling off the rope with being shoved by a ton of people
Everything else is fine, though
The only other thing that isn't that great is that all of my classes are far away from each other + people walk slow so yay



not much has been happening otherwise so I'll actually see to posting on threads more if they interest me.

- bye

dear diary, I am too lazy to format this today

School has been good since I moved to a smaller one a week or so after my last post and my Smash skills impressed my classmates enough that I got invited to their Discord? abakshslsjkalaj
We've been playing online and I do alright but I don't have enough money for it this month so we'll see how that goes
Though if they just brush me off because of that, I won't mind
We're not super close and I'm not really attached to any of them so lol
...Okay, well there's at least one dude (a senior) who's really nice to me but I think that's just because we ride the same bus together butI'mprobablywrongbecauseI'mjustdistanttowardspeopleandthelastclassmateIconsideredafriendleftafoultasteinmymouth
Heckaroni
it's like
he always opens the doors for me at school and
I find that really sweet and it really makes me happy since nobody else there cares about me but
sorry my heart is aching from something else and it's not your fault but I don't want to fall in unrequited love again

god I hate having crushes (big and small) on people who are nice to me but don't consider me their friend


In other news
I talked to my parents about my feelings about a certain something (it's sensitive info) and they seem to approve of me doing it!!!!!!whichmakesmehellahappyand!!!!!!!!sorryIdon'twanttogrammarrightnow!!!!!!!!
It's one of the few times where I feel happy expressing who I really am in front of my parents and now I can't wait to graduate from high school!
It's definitely something that'll require a lot of work but I'm 100% committed to ensure that it becomes a reality.


in other other news
I finally worked up the courage to voice chat with my dear friend (since we live states apart) and!!! It ended up being a really good time!!!
I can't stress enough how much I love hearing their voice asdfghjkl
We played Super Mario World together and sadly kept dying on the levels after the Donut Plains ghost house ;_;
but heck it was fun even though we died one stupid death after the other
It was kinda the same way in Kirby's Dream Course too
Just replace jumping into cliffs with her falling off the map and me always being one centimeter away from the goal
hhhhhhhhheck it was just a really fun night
now I wish I had school off again this week but I don't :(
screamsinincomprehensibleenglish

welp that's it from me
bye bye diary

There is this girl at my school thats pansexual and i like her no like in love with her<3 btw her name is Thersa 0w0 So 2 weeks ago i went to sit behind her because my friend was sitting there and she looked at me sitting behind her i saw her looking so i looked a little to the right and she looked away i was still looking that way and she looked at me again. Also that day she gave me a bag of chips gave me compliments said hi to me like 4 times and looked at me alot. Idk if she likes me back so im thinking of letting my feelings out in 2 months maybe o////o

What a way to start the last week of summer break with an upset stomach and a headache at the same time, right? Especially since this will most likely be the last time I get a long break since I'm going to be a senior...
Yeah, my day hasn't been that great so far. I've mostly stayed in bed and tried to rest as much as I could but I haven't felt that much different from where I was this morning. So far, I've just been passing time by playing Tetris 99 (I usually get top 40 now, not bad for me finally playing my first Tetris game a month ago lol) and watching childhood Let's Plays on YouTube, like Chuggaconroy's Kirby's Epic Yarn LP and the TRG Mario Bros. Wii collab (aka my favorite). Today just feels and reminds me of when I took sick days from school in the past but without the runny nose.
Speaking of school, I'm supposed to be starting my virtual HOPE class but since I can take my time with the first lessons as long as it doesn't take me 3 weeks to do it, I can kinda take this first day off.

Next week, my family will be dogsitting a Labordoodle so at least I can have something to pet and calm me down from the first slightly stressful days of school since I have to ease back into my "perfect honor student" facade again... I'm not looking forward to having to don that mask again -_-

I'll post a pic or two of the Labordoodle (she's named Rosie) probably a few days after this :3
I really miss having a pet and I wish we could get one soon ;_; my health really needs it

Have a good day y'all!