September 2013

My favorite game Pixie Hollow closed, and I played it since I was 4.

I think, this was time when my grandpa died. I felt big sadness and I cried more than rest of my family. It was 4 years ago, I was 12 year. He was only person in my family which cared about me.

And when Michael Jackson died. I cried all the day. I felt like i lost my father.

probably early 2013-now

2010-2011 was and always will be the worst time period of my life.

I found these 2 stray dogs and took care of them, then I took them to the vet because they had some disease and were REALLY dirty, but they had a tracking chip (or whatever you call it) and the owner lived in my neighborhood, so i had to give it back. to bad so sad, i cried so much ;~;

ponydoll a dit :

September 2013

My favorite game Pixie Hollow closed, and I played it since I was 4.

Eh the reason I'm here is bc Toontown closed along with that game and POTCO (which I never played) so its not really depressing for me although I've been on TT since early 2009.

well my entire life has been a train-wreck but this year was pretty shitty

born in Australia, seperated from parents at age 1 and forced to live with abusive grandmother for a year, broken hearts and promises such as my father promising to visit me and never did (thank god) then the rest went fairly smooth until my only friend (at that time) moved to canada

then this year came.. idk it was just really tough for me. my school treats me like im mentally retarded, and my school is a burning hell. everyday when i walk into that fucking prison i think " gee, is this worth it?"
i sometimes think if life is really worth it, if sufffering to train to suffer even more just to get food and a home which 50-70% what i'll earn will be sucked out of my hands to the government, then maybe get married hopefully never have kids and die?? why live a hell everyday and just disappear forever in the end anyway why not just stop now and get it over with asap
i hate the atmosphere of this world, the internet is a new window for me and without it, pathetically i would probably of killed myself by now

The fact that I can't control my brain because my brain is so slow...

And I feel like my feelings are being controlled.

So, mainly my feelings.

Or my brain.

I don't know.

getting hospitalized from a punch to the neck by an 11th grade fuck-face when i was 6

Warriorcatl a dit :

Everything is depressing about life.

This

okay tbh i think it's what's going on rn
like... i legit want death sometimes these days omg

2016.

it was horrible.

part 5 not getting animated

Everything
From my cringy childhood to my life now

I was an actual accident

school

oh no where do i even begin

basically the entire 2016


beat that

There's tons i can't even list any down.

my life is a-okay but probably when neosaurs closed i cried for like 2 months