Are you feeling depressed?

I'v noticed a lot of people are depressed..
I seriously wish i could do something but i'm pretty useless when it comes to that.
I hope you guys get better.

#22

Ya kinda :(
All my friends are slipping away from me. This new girl, Kylie, came to our school and she is kind of replacing me. Instead of Jamie and Nicole it kinda feels like Kylie and Nicole. My "friend" Zeena always finds a way to start an argument and somehow I end up being the one how gets hated. I get bullied sometimes because I'm fat or that I have glasses. No one knows how much it hurts me. Even some of my friends have done it before. in like Grade 2, we were the best fo friends but now it got so complicated between us. Zeena hates me all of a sudden. Nicole is slpping away from me. Dacia is bullying me. And Elisabeth tells my secrets. I'm a loser. And that's only at school.
My dad have, I guess, has anger issues, and when he gets mad he always yells at me and my brother for no reason.
You wouldn't believe my age this is happening in.

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#23

this will probably turn into a rant
and a trigger warning so uh if u read this then i guess be careful bc tw?

I might remove later yeah sorry

but yeah I was diagnosed w/ clinical depression at age 7
they've thought I had anxiety and they finally diagnosed me with that in march and i took some meds for it
but they didnt work ..

they also diagnosed me with ADHD????? AT THE SAME TIME AS MY DEPRESSION DIAGNOSIS and I don't get how u can have that at the same time like what??

and they gave me meds for that and that made me like a zombie ig you could say, I never talked or anything at all and my mom had to force me to eat because I completely lost my appetite

and yeah I guess you can say I'm slipping again and my mom hasn't found out and it's been nearly two years since I started... and I'm so scared for when she'll find out

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#24

Pengweneytwo a dit :
Ya kinda :(
All my friends are slipping away from me. This new girl, Kylie, came to our school and she is kind of replacing me. Instead of Jamie and Nicole it kinda feels like Kylie and Nicole. My "friend" Zeena always finds a way to start an argument and somehow I end up being the one how gets hated. I get bullied sometimes because I'm fat or that I have glasses. No one knows how much it hurts me. Even some of my friends have done it before. in like Grade 2, we were the best fo friends but now it got so complicated between us. Zeena hates me all of a sudden. Nicole is slpping away from me. Dacia is bullying me. And Elisabeth tells my secrets. I'm a loser. And that's only at school.
My dad have, I guess, has anger issues, and when he gets mad he always yells at me and my brother for no reason.
You wouldn't believe my age this is happening in.

I feel you - I was sort of alike...glasses, physically weak, a nerd. And I'm still those things.
Only thing I can suggest you is dig into music. Relaxing, rock, whatever lets you off your nerves.
Saved me dozens of times.

Emberkitx a dit :
this will probably turn into a rant
and a trigger warning so uh if u read this then i guess be careful bc tw?

I might remove later yeah sorry
but yeah I was diagnosed w/ clinical depression at age 7
they've thought I had anxiety and they finally diagnosed me with that in march and i took some meds for it
but they didnt work ..

they also diagnosed me with ADHD????? AT THE SAME TIME AS MY DEPRESSION DIAGNOSIS and I don't get how u can have that at the same time like what??

and they gave me meds for that and that made me like a zombie ig you could say, I never talked or anything at all and my mom had to force me to eat because I completely lost my appetite

and yeah I guess you can say I'm slipping again and my mom hasn't found out and it's been nearly two years since I started... and I'm so scared for when she'll find out
also I've been feeling really alone recently tbh
I've like lost all my irl friends because of what happened between me and Aaliyah and I literally have nobody else now and I have to get a job soon to help out because we have no money and I'm failing like half of my classes and the worst part is I don't even care anymore, I've lost like all interest in everything I cared about and I don't even think that there's a "future" for me anymore

and I feel like I can't trust my online friends. like idk I feel like all of them hate me and they probably do and I don't think I'd be surprised anymore if they did
the next spoiler is going to be a major major trigger warning so i guess you can read if you want
and I've started starving myself again and counting calories and everything and I really don't know what to do anymore
I've started selfharming again like a few months ago back in August I was clean for 49 days and I broke it in September and I'm so mad at myself

I thought I could get better but I don't think I can anymore
and the worst part is it's like nobody cares or notices, and when they do ask if i'm okay I usually jsut end up lying to them because I don't want to bother them with my problems, besides half of them wouldn't care either way

I feel really useless right now and ugh and nighttime sucks and hh I'm sorry

No one's useless, you know...
Look, if you train hiding emotions, and if you appear to improve fast into that, you could try becoming an actor or something. At least you'll have something to hold you.

#25

I'm always checking this thread to see if people comments cause i care. These stories are so saddening i wish i could help in any way.
And Peng, instead of being friends with them, why not hang out with other people? Look for people with the same interests and such and you'll be fine. I'm sorry your friends are being rude, this is just how people are which is just horrible.
And Ember,
I hope you recover, i understand it's difficult but you'll recover.

#26

When I was younger, I was happy.. I loved this world.
But.. I was wrong.
I'm sad, depressed.
I just want to die.
I have friends, family. I can't tell why I'm depressed.. It's a secret...
I feel hopeless, useless, dumb, ugly, short, anxious.. I hate myself, I hate this world.
But.. I'm not always depressed..
My friend is depressed too, and that makes me feel better- I'm not alone.

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#27

Please welcome me to this club

#28

Nope I'm fine
I've been through a lot of shit too, sure, but never truly depressed. It would be pretty scary for me if I had depression tho

#29

I'm more depressed than all of you

#30

short answer: no, im not depressed anymore
it really gets better, trust me, it got better for me when i thought i couldn't do anything to stop it

#31

severely deprsesed right now and considering suicide!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Virus_code a dit :
I'm more depressed than all of you

shut the fukc up

#32

is this a rhetorical question

#33

I get depressed sometimes because of my anxiety.

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