Are you better now? Are you in a lovely house with your girlfriend? Are you happy? Is everything going good? Have you met your favorite people yet? Do you have a nice job? Are you happy with yourself? Are you who you want to be? Have you progressed into the person you have dreamed of since you were thirteen young and yet still dreaming? Have you matured more? Have you learned your lessons? Are you more open now? Do you accept yourself? Have you come out to your parents? Did you do well in school?

Your going to get better, no matter how hard it gets; you'll get better, no matter how bad it gets. You will get to high school. You'll get good grades. You'll be better. You'll have a best friend. You'll have better friends. Its okay to stick up for yourself. Its okay, you won't be like this forever. Its a phase; but be happy of who you are right now. Don't let people put you down. Your going to get better. Don't change for anyone, anyone at all. Don't let boys ruin who you are; your beautiful just the way you are. Stop making smaller issues into bigger issues. See the bigger pictures and lastly, be proud who you are and do not change for anyone at all, but for you only.

Things do get better even though it doesn't seem like it, things will be okay. I know, you couldn't control what was happening and things became too much for you...in which brought you in such a negative atmosphere, but trust me, that's meant to happen. "Everything happens for a reason" It's true, you'll understand and learn from the past as you grow older, you'll become a stronger person and you'll grow confident. Don't drag yourself down with the negative thoughts, I'm ugly, i'm not good enough, why am i alive? You're making things worse for yourself, it's not worth the time. Spend your childhood-teenage years in positive memories, you don't want to look back and regret not taking every situation to how it's meant to be, you can't turn back time. You'll realise who your real friends are, some people weren't meant to be part of your life as you grow older, stop wasting your time thinking about them and concentrate on the people you're surrounding yourself with, you'll be glad. Don't be afraid to seek help, you aren't and you will never be alone~accept the help that welcomes you, you will feel much better.

I hope you are happy and enjoying your life. See? Things do get better, you aren't trapped in that same chapter for the rest of your life. Now look back at your past-self, do you regret not taking each situation to how it's meant to be? It's too late to turn back time, just accept this because at the time...you know how difficult it was, you learn from the past and you keep going.

Dear past self,
You are a cringy weeaboo in a random phase
Love, Present self

Dear future self,
did you make it to college?
Love, Present self

How are you?
i'm pretty sure your not that happy.
here
*hugs*
somebody loves you.
Don't Forget.