Well, in kindergarten and first grade I guess you could say I was a loner. In kindergarten my 'friends' always played with littlest pet shop in the mud and I didn't like that, so I ditched them, and I don't really think they noticed. I was the one who stood there watching. I had this other 'friend' and I found out she was just bossing me around every day. She wasn't my friend. So I was a loner. I moved schools and made friends in another one. I was never one of the popular people. I was the one who was afraid of being embarrassed, talking, or bullied. I still am that one. I'm basically the one who's always reading and hugging her book in class. When we're allowed to read, I read. When we're not, I hug my book. I don't like reading. I just like reading this one book, Seekers. I'm going to read it all over again once I'm done with the 11th book.

I don't want to be the popular one. I just want to pass my exams, and get the hell out of school as fast as possible. I do have two friends, but I am not social. I prefer the company of my online friends and cats. I'm basically completely anti-social. I have social anxiety, and other shitty things that stop me from being me in public. But that's life, and I accept it. I do not like to socialize, so I'll take it. I have education, books, a roof over my head and food on the table. That's all I need.

In kindergarden, I mostly ignored the other kids because I was smarter than them(no offense but i really was smarter, not to brag, it's the truth). We were all the same age but at 4 years old, I talked like a 8 year old, and realized and understood a lot of other things. At 4 years old, they didn't even know how to talk, they messed up all the phrase while they were talking, basically like 1 year olds that started walking. They were usually very muddy and dirty because they always managed to get nasty, and I tried not to approach them. And they played stupid games, like a kid yeled ROAR ME IS LIWON and the other said AHH! and the other said ROAR IM A LWION and the other said AHH and so on, for hours and hours. And they chewed every toy they found, so I couldn't touch the toys.
In 1st-4th grade, the teacher apparently hated me for no reason. I was one of the best children and behaved well, but the teacher was a lil' cray-cray too: she spanked the children for absolutely no reason(I never got spanked tho) and yelled at everyone. I got yelled at a lot of times for no reason, and that's the reason I cried very often in her classes. She barely allowed us to do anything and if we messed up a painting a bit, like we had to colour a monkey and we coloured it just a bit wrong, she would get us in front of the class, hit us with a ruler and pull us by our ears then kick us back in our desk and rip the drawing and force us to do another one. She mostly did it with the boys, but I got yelled at and a lot of good things were destroyed by her. The kids played with me in 1st-4th grade though, I had my BFF Ann and other friends who played with me all the time.
Then now after 5th grade passed(it was a boring year, everyone was quite confused), 6th grade turned out horrible(I'm 7th now). Everyone learned to cuss and disgusting things. I was an innocent who didn't know these things, so I was left out by Ann and other friends because they became teenagers. I was still respected because nobody was rude to me, I was just left out. Ann wasn't my BFF anymore, I don't even think she was my friend anyways, but that's not something I regret. I didn't consider her much of a BFF anyways, I realized what the hell was going on with her since 5th grade so it wasn't such a big surprise. I stayed childish, while they kept learning more disgusting stuff. At the end of 6th grade I started learning those bad words, not because I wanted to, but hearing them cuss every single minute is not something you can avoid. So having 24 kids in the whole class cussing, swearing and being bullies to each other(not to me) slowly taught me the stupid things they learned sooner.
7th is not so fun anymore, nobody plays with me anymore. No toys, no fun, no running, no playing, no hide and seek, NO NOTHING. In the longer breaks I go to the smaller grades and we play with my toys, I get along with them.
I am happy to be respected though, I never get bossed around, cussed out or hated. I am just quite ignored. they don't laugh at me for bringing toys at school or for playing with the younger kids. They have their own business and that's good, considering how many kids get bullied and hated everyday at school, I should be happy that I am respected. I have no enemies in real life, I don't remember the last time I had a fight with someone. My theory is that you don't have to fight and yell because of something, just let the person get mad and crazy and laugh at him/her. :P

Is it bad of me to think its funny how mostly everybody has terrible lives at school?