Stabby. I am so stabby right now.

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Stabby. I am so stabby right now.

Your pfp makes it perfect.

excited for christmas, but having abdominal cramps bc i havent had my heckin period yet
oh and i'm hiding in my room and i cba do go anywhere rn

that i wish i didnt have what i do

Tired. This coffee isn't helping much, either.

wish i could cease to ever have existed

confused and upset

annoyed

i'm so bored

i feel kinda funny

i'm good actually lol

anxious.

sore throat

in love

sleepy, and i just woke up from a nap

Guilty.

I'm feeling alright mostly cogitationing

tears of joy, happiness, and excitement

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Extremely stressed, pissed, annoyed and tired at everything

(In case you think "this ain't how it works", fyi I live in Quebec so things may or may not be different here)
On the previous college semester, I failed coding class, which I really was not supposed to fail. The program is not available anymore so the class can't be taken again and i have to find an equivalent at another college. It is very likely I will have to spend another year in college. I feel like it is my fault for making me and my parents work really hard to find a solution to this problem (also doesn't help my dad's 60+ hours a week of work situation). I hate this f*cking corrupt, obsolete and broken school system that just won't change because those who run it think they know more because they are older than us. I couldn't focus on the coding class because I was struggling with all the other classes, especially math, which I also failed.

I failed a class and it created a big domino effect that caused me to lose a year and increased my parents' stress during the holidays.
I hate the world.