i was the most terrifying 9 year old killing machine you could think of
i swear to god everybody hated me back in 2013 lmfa o i was the worst

im 12 now and im p much very laid back and post a little less than 2 years ago
i stopped using grammer (intended) and now im just like everyone else tbh

the only reason i dont want to compare myself is because i know i'll say something that's probably not true heh

Internet-wise:
Old self: Didn't care too much about grammar, really gullible and cried a lot, and just went along with everything

Current self: Cares about grammar a lot (gotta have a nice presentation,) not that gullible anymore and I'm more aware now... also I'm way more silent and shy now on the internet so

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IRL:

Old: Had friends, always tried my hardest in school, really picky about everything, still went along with everything, and really, really sensitive.
also was a "loner and proud of it"

Current: Doesn't really have "friends" anymore (+ I've gotten used to being lonely now though it sucks sometimes,) I barely try when it comes to school (I still get As/high grades anyways,) not really all that picky anymore (only with friends now,) only goes along with things when pressured, and still sensitive, but not as before. Oh, and I know what to do with my life now.
also that "being proud of being a loner" has now turned into "HELP ME I HaTe BEING A LONER IT'S FReAKInG TORTURE"

old self: naive, silly, heart of stone, in the clouds, angry, lonely, without many friends
new self: a new person, good, cool, friendly, with friends, calm, beloved, soft heart

Nothing really changed.
Just little little bit more triggered when someone annoys me.
That's it.

old me: not worried about my self appearance
new me: too self conscious to go out in public

Old me: Confident, had high self esteem, didn't care too much about what other people thought about me, naive, really emotional, not anxious at all, good at math

New me: Unconfident, shy, bad at math, anxious about school and social situations, cares too much about what other people think, and I pretty much hide my emotions behind a brick wall most of the time so no one really knows if I'm anxious or sad most of the time (unless I tell them, that is.)

Before I got onto online games I didn't have the keys down as well. And then I found animal jam (I don't play as much though) And then a year later I had a computer class in school and so I learned how to properly type but still, I think online games really did help me with that quite a bit 'cuz I was talking so much (still am lol) I also find my self saying things I would say on the internet. Sometimes even a "JK" pops out not often tho thank god

I am also not as gullible and I get more suspicious of people when they say stuff, better at detecting lies I feel like.

My old self was pretty serious about Animal Jam (I played that game A LOT)

Now I'm kinda more laid back and relaxed, I dunno if take that much seriously anymore. Since I play TFM now and go on Atelier 801, I don't log onto Animal Jam as much as I used to

e: I also feel a lot smarter than I used to. I didn't make the wisest choices back then

My old self made Youtube videos about Sonic OCs and one of them had Sonic as a boyfriend.

My new self still has Youtube and Sonic OCs but now isn't that cringy

old me: smart
new me: dumb

DUNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

I was so terrible back then agh, just remembering all the embarrassing things i did make me want to punch myself.

Nowadays I'm just mostly silent and draw things

Walruzeaj a dit :

My old self was pretty serious about Animal Jam (I played that game A LOT)

Now I'm kinda more laid back and relaxed, I dunno if take that much seriously anymore. Since I play TFM now and go on Atelier 801, I don't log onto Animal Jam as much as I used to

Same

old: was very rude and serious about everything
new: tries to be nice person, and isn't as serious about everything like i used to be

those are just two of the things i could think of, but there's more

2016 me: More random XD and obsessed with animal jam and jacksepticeye and other cringy things and awkward with my own body
2018: More ironic random xd, sarcastic, usually plays WebKinz and Transformice every once in a while and I watch Jacksfilms, Comment Awards, and Sorrow TV. Sort of emotionally unstable but I'm pretty cool and more popular than I was 2 years ago

Add I love myself way more

Old :
Online :
Used to take grammar seriously
Very blunt
Tried not to be 'like the other kids' to look mature
100% sarcasm

IRL :
Self-esteem issues
Goody-two-shoes
Thought my art was flawless
Very introverted


New :
online :
The decency of grammar depends on how serious I am, I like to make typos on purpose because I feel it conveys a bit more than if I just type properly
Not as blunt anymore, but I find myself sugarcoating things too much
Doesn't care about what my interests may imply about me, I just do things for fun
158% sarcasm

IRL :
Really trying to work more on self-love, working out quite well
Too rebellious, need to tone down a bit on that
Nitpicky about my art but I'm proud of myself nonetheless
Ambiverted

i don't care about a thing now

2015: loves drawing
2019: same