Old Self - Childish and more proactive
New Self - Friends and Families

Old self - did a lot of cringy things, big shovvoff, sore loser
Nevv self - a little less of a sore loser but still kinda it, still a shovvoff, try my hardest not to do cringy things

Old self - Can't walljump in Transformice, very noob
New self - Can walljump in Transformice, very pro

Old self: very shy with many and a speech problem and sucked at english
Current self: I still am a bit shy but I do like meeting new people and my speech issue is getting way better. And fluent in English.

2009: Cringy af, Sonic addict, very autistic (literally)
2019: Still cringy, Sonic addict, now a weeaboo, not very autistic anymore

I posted something like this one time but here we go again

2012: minecraft minecraft minecraft minecraft
2019: bullying minecraft bullying minecraft bullying minecraft bullying minecraft

I used to be dumb and post random things and now I regret it.

my “old self” was in a lot of pain a year ago. i was dealing with the end of one of the worst school years ever (which is crazy) and dealing with the fact i probably might never see certain people at my small middle school ever again. i was also dealing with being left out and the pain of feeling alone. so i was a lot meaner and i remember i went on here and said a lot of junk i don’t mean, i deleted some of it now but i mean i at least can admit to the mistakes.

i think i now am a lot more understanding and a lot more self aware. i’m able to stop myself from saying things most of the time. i still say stupid things, i’m not perfect, but i do feel i’ve gotten a lot better overall and a lot of the stuff isn’t nearly as argumentative as the stuff i said before. this has really been one of the best years i’ve ever had (which is crazy) and i really cant wait for more. i think everyone can tell too. i’m a lot happier, i’m nicer, i feel good! i’m still lazy tho, lol. i need to work on that.

e// i also got out of therapy this year. i’d been in therapy for 2 years because of how bad i felt but i feel so much better and i haven’t been to my therapist since november!

Sweetporcelain a dit :

2016 me: More random XD and obsessed with animal jam and jacksepticeye and other cringy things and awkward with my own body
2018: More ironic random xd, sarcastic, usually plays WebKinz and Transformice every once in a while and I watch Jacksfilms, Comment Awards, and Sorrow TV. Sort of emotionally unstable but I'm pretty cool and more popular than I was 2 years ago

Add I love myself way more

Me now: I hate myself way more
Anxiety levels are high and I'm probably depressed, I don't want to self diagnose myself though
I got maybe like a few friends I like to talk to but I still know a lot of people.
Gay™
Ummm I'm more active with memes
I still play Webkinz and watch Jacksfilms but I haven't played Transformice in a while, kinda wanna play Nekodancer but don't have a PC...
Still emotionally unstable
Lazy

i cant becuz i have been the same

Old: lowkey depressed all the time, very reserved, had nobody I considered a friend, just a lonely loner who was always distant towards others

New: I don't really feel depressed at all anymore, I'm committed towards making my life better by being more social and not automatically assume that everyone's praises towards me are fake, I have a really close friend now (god bless) and I just don't feel as lonely anymore

hell yeah improvement!

The old me: Used to trust a lot, was dumb, spoke "broken english", listened to rap along with nightcore(yes. im serious) a lot since i liked those 2, a WoW addict, was shy about entering voice chats, weak with feelings and picky when it comes to food.
Now: I have a couple of people i could actually trust, not a lot. I still do speak "broken english", but it's really less. Listens to everything and "Music and Ambience" soundtracks are my fave(games and such). Got a girlfriend which she loves and cares about me as much as i do. Barely plays WoW, except if it's related to lore. Not shy anymore and also not as picky as i used to be. Also listening to people, instead of going ahead and ruin myself more. If someone says "its wrong, dont do that" etc, i'll first see the situation and if im possible to make it better, or not. Basically started to think more, than act boldly. My life changed within the span of 2 years, like a lot, and now that i found the true love i've been looking for, it's just going to get better and better. c:

Old me; dafuq am I doing?

New me; dafuq was I doing?

Old me: Played Transformice a lot, fights everyone, doesn't know she is literally autistic at all, doesn't know what is addicted to, not a geek, very childish, also enjoyed school at lower classes, a brooding loner and a scaredy cat. Cry baby...

New me: Now I'm a little bit more confident about myself, and now I'm better to handle my autism (autistic things). I'm also more open to people now, but most of the time I'm still lonely. I hate school now because things are very hard sometimes and there's lots of stupid kids who bullying me. Also I think I developed a more adult personality. I don't have time really, you know, preliminary exams, etc. Also I improved a lot in art, too. I'm a Sonic fan, but I don't know how long it will last :/

Im not sure you mean old me from what year


Assuming its from 2009 : I was just some random kid who liked to play video games. It was not clear that I had asperger's syndrome (until my diagnosis in 2011). I thought I had friends but I never spoke to them which at the time I did not know it meant they weren't real friends. I was acing every class.

Assuming its from 2014 : You see, when I was 12, if you know what I mean, I was REALLY 12... yeah not my proudest time. I don't like talking about that. Was also sort of a brony, but never watched any episodes, only YTPs and parodies. I would get bullied very often in school and dumb teachers would never do anything about it. Couldn't speak to anyone due to my extreme social awkwardness. My grades would drop through high school.

2019 : Not a brony anymore, #32 worldwide on FFR, an overworked college student, no longer bullied, cringes at the past.

202X : A video game programmer, we will see what else.

Edit: Wait, I already posted here? Oh well, I went into more detail this time i guess

Old self: Very naive, somewhat hyperactive, very emotional, cringey (I was in a phase where I was like "Mother 3 XD" that was just... well...)

New self: mature, calm, a pretty chill person, somewhat artsy, not so obsessed with what I like, I just have small passions for them now, very careful about what I do

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Mine's not as descriptive as some people, but that about sums me up pretty well