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Dear Diary,
I have shed many frustrated tears over my drawing skills in the past, when years. But now I know why I can't draw well from imagination.

Basically it's because I haven't drawn it myself. I've always used references, which is basically copying an image, which is easy. When I actually want to draw from my imagination. It feels so real. Like its right there. But when you sit down with a piece of paper and start drawing- it doesn't look right. The trick to overcome this is to begin with shapes; circles, squares, triangles, rectangles, ovals and others. Then move onto drawing 3D versions of them, with shading and lighting included. Then draw something random from your mind with the shape, it doesn't matter what it is, as long as you use the shapes. Then you study the animal or thing you want to draw from different angles. You imagine how it works and ask questions about it in your mind, and after a while, you imagine stuffing the animal with shapes, circles squared, ovals, and cylinders. Then you sketch it from different angles, it doing different poses in different angles and use it as a reference sheet, it should be more or less correct since its fresh in your mind. After that, you draw the reference sheet without seeing it. After you've attempted to create a cleaner version, take out the ref.

When you take out the ref, correct things in your other drawing. Always try to answer future questions on your ref sheet. Continue doing this but with different poses and different angles and correct them with the ref. Eventually you should be able to draw them and not have to use the ref since you've drawn and seen it so much. Then you should be able to draw from imagination and it actually looks right.

I've done my homework kids. C:

UGH I DONT WANNA GO TO THECDOCTORS. I DONT LIKE PHYSICALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLS THE HORROR. *quiet weeping*

I've gotten a physical
It's actually not bad

KILL ME NOW I DONT WANNA GO EITHER

Hah, not too bad, she told me MyBMI is perfect XD

she said mine is fine I havent gained barely any

Dear Diary,
I have changed in the last year.
I WATCHED GLEE WHICH IS ABOUT SINGING.
And now.... The worst of all....
I just got addicted to Project Runway. WHAT HAS HAPPENED?!?!?


Life.

Picture of all of us on our birthday. Ally's Derp face. We were blowing out candles...

DON'T RUB IT IN

lel

XD

lol you all look alike, and idk which one is who XD

the one on insta looked better

IKR

I am smart

I GOT A BRAAAIN

Figured it out (with the help of red)

That's great!

Oh my god.

Just.
Oh God.

Tomorrow (8/10/ 2015 or 9/8/15 depending on country), I'm going to the hospital (or some place) To get a birthmark removed, it's a cherry hemangioma. (I think, thats what my mom said). It's swelled and my dad's like, well it's like it changed shape so we're gonna get it checked out.

So I think that I'ma have to get it removed. It sounds painful :C