Dear sixth diary, I think,
Im now in Manag Anime Society, its so nice to be=ack in the home tribe agian. now time to make role plays, stories, and rise up the ranks

Dear diary,
I am sad I can get on forums, but no tfm, its says my pasword is invalid, but its the same password I use to get on forums, and I dont remebr the email I used for tfm its was long ago. How will I talk to animedrawerz. :(

Don't worry, TFM log in is down for everyone

xenomphking a dit :

Dear diary,
I am sad I can get on forums, but no tfm, its says my pasword is invalid, but its the same password I use to get on forums, and I dont remebr the email I used for tfm its was long ago. How will I talk to animedrawerz. :(

im here ^u^

I looked in the ruind of Manga and Anime forums, all I found was missery. I was such an idiot and my stories were crap. i was a horribley low rank, then agian i always am low. I had the no real way of communicated in the old tribe. And I remembered all the old ahte from the old tribe. Is this were I belong Is all I think righht now, I litterly dont know if I should stay or go.

Stay!

I just got out of a shower. Im clean, smell goos, have flat hair. And when I looked in the mirror, I had an Austin Powers moment. I looked at my self an said, "Damn, you are handsome, im a sexy bitch." Now austin powers music is in my head, i dont upject :)

Dear diary,
I rethought about leaving, There is barley anyone to talk to exept shin. And life in the tribe would go on with out me, not many people would noticed i left, I was just a little ripple in the pond of time

Don't leave! You are very important to us! You've been with us since Manga & Anime!

Go on skype and talk to people bc usually people are afk , "not many people would noticed i left" you can think that but i guess you wouldn't mind effecting people.
I don't know why you decided to leave anyways its in the past anyways lmao.
The old tribe was kinda "ruined" since, well i think its because we became angsty teens.
also some other problems
You can leave if you wan't but like people would miss you and stuff.

This feeling, one that I dont like. I feel it pull on the chains and break the cage, its so close from being free. this is the strongest ive ever felt it before, it thirsty, it wants to kill, drink blood, kill all. I have to hold on longer I wont let it free I dont want to go berserk. But every day at school the closer it gets, the stronger its whisper, and it might control my life soon, unless i can stop it. Time to watch anime XD

Oh n--LMAO

I took a nap today, and i had a reflected over my life, but mainly my friends in it so I thought I say how I feel about them
Redninn- A friend that i can count on, even if i havent talked to him in a while. He is their and Ill be there to help him to the very end, A true Comrad
Lurksindark- A goddess in hidding, she is the most nicest person out there and can always be out to help you
Shinsuu- A true mystery. A man who I see talks about few things but can go on for ever, but he is speical for he acts like he wants to, hes very nice and could be a ear waiting to listen. A silent understanding that says a lot
Yukisoulnote- She is caring and great. she has a nice mind and inspires multiple people.
Phoenixaph- She is a person who can lift spirites and make people everyone happy, and you never even have to ask for a person to talk to
Levanalucard- My brother(enough said)
Annegram- She has been their in the beging and I still am glad to have her as a friend
Ironicmelon- A true person who speaks her mind, she is the most funniest people I know, she can easily be the queen of roleplay
Gujiniuniu- Funny, nice, easy to get along with, she help many people out and Im glad she helps me by editing my stories
Animedrawerz- The number one person on this game to me, with out her i would have quit this long ago, she always lifts the chains on my back, and she is the sweetes person I know
I really dont care how any of you see me because im glad you atleast talk to me because I learned as long as I have friends my heart says someone cares about you so youre alright and you arent forgotten

That was very kind of you to write how you feel about these people. I'm sure they've all impacted your life in some way, be it for the good or the bad. It's nice to think about your friends sometimes, but almost no one actually tells them these kinds of things. I hope they see this ^^

I don't understand anymore. I don't get this tribe. Then how many people get me? I think only a handful of people get me and only one person is in that handfull, its not redninn, shinsuu, or lurks. But why do many people care, it's not their life, why should they care. I doubt anyone cares about this message.

Why shouldn't we care about others' lives? Their life is as much a part of our own; they live on this world as well. We see that person--we see their life. I don't know why I wouldn't care about others unless they don't want to be cared about; even then, I will care about them in some way, whether it be in a judgmental way or a true and kind way. And it is from my own ignorance and human selfishness that I wouldn't care about another person's life. However, why should I not care about your message, when your life is so closely linked to this entire tribe's life and not only mine?

xenomphking a dit :

I don't understand anymore. I don't get this tribe. Then how many people get me? I think only a handful of people get me and only one person is in that handfull, its not redninn, shinsuu, or lurks. But why do many people care, it's not their life, why should they care. I doubt anyone cares about this message.

I agree. I feel uncomfortable in this tribe, and it's...really sad.

xenomphking a dit :

I took a nap today, and i had a reflected over my life, but mainly my friends in it so I thought I say how I feel about them
Redninn- A friend that i can count on, even if i havent talked to him in a while. He is their and Ill be there to help him to the very end, A true Comrad
Lurksindark- A goddess in hidding, she is the most nicest person out there and can always be out to help you
Shinsuu- A true mystery. A man who I see talks about few things but can go on for ever, but he is speical for he acts like he wants to, hes very nice and could be a ear waiting to listen. A silent understanding that says a lot
Yukisoulnote- She is caring and great. she has a nice mind and inspires multiple people.
Phoenixaph- She is a person who can lift spirites and make people everyone happy, and you never even have to ask for a person to talk to
Levanalucard- My brother(enough said)
Annegram- She has been their in the beging and I still am glad to have her as a friend
Ironicmelon- A true person who speaks her mind, she is the most funniest people I know, she can easily be the queen of roleplay
Gujiniuniu- Funny, nice, easy to get along with, she help many people out and Im glad she helps me by editing my stories
Animedrawerz- The number one person on this game to me, with out her i would have quit this long ago, she always lifts the chains on my back, and she is the sweetes person I know
I really dont care how any of you see me because im glad you atleast talk to me because I learned as long as I have friends my heart says someone cares about you so youre alright and you arent forgotten

I'm saving this because it's true, and I like it.

I don't know anymore. I ditched this forum for another one since the other tribe disbanded, and I haven't been feeling it. To be honest, it was mostly people I wanted to avoid, and people I didn't want to encounter. I don't want to start over again, and y'all haven't been trying to close the gap.

Can I lift spirits? Who knows. Maybe I'm like the thing that stays in hell but keeps people from entering because hell is a bad place to be.

I can fix problems. I can identify problems. Enough said on the matter at the moment.

Xeno, I see you as someone who has a lot to say about the tangents that no one cares enough to see. Congratulations, you have the foresight gift of deja vu.