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15 days until my birthday
I'm SUPER FReAKiNG STOKED
you wanna know why?
BECAUSE THAT MEANS THAT I'LL FINALLY BE ABLE TO PLAY IKARUGA FOR THE FIRST TIME AND FOREVER wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

oh and finally play FE Radiant Dawn if I get it
...hopefully because I'm too impatient to wait tons of years for the LPer I saw play the previous game do an LP of RD
okay
bye

*lonely man starts playing when I realize that I'll probably never be able to play Space Channel 5 part 1 because I don't have a PS2*

JOXERMANIA'S RUNNING WILD, BROTHER

last night I had a pretty strange dream that involved some character I like getting stuck in a hostage situation of sorts
I just remember that when their captor caught them off guard and when they got reunited with their best friend (who asked them if they were okay right after,) they were trembling the whole time while trying to act strong which made me be like "aww, poor [person]"

what really made the dream weird was that 1) I could feel my own hands trembling when they (the victim) were and 2) apparently I was a ghost of sorts that only the victim's best friend could see + when they looked at me (since apparently ghost me was looking really distressed), it was like they were staring into my soul and ghost me gave into the pressure (which was good because I knew that their friend was in a bad place) and told them about it... I remember feeling really pressured and stumbling over my words

in short: I had a dream that was in an entirely fictional place + situation with fictional characters but IT FELT SO REAL

my day was kinda meh today
Got a look around the new school I'll be going to and the layout is not super complicated...? I'll probably forget about it all later, or at least I don't hope so

I also saw one of my old 8th grade teachers there and actually freaked out because I never expected them to be there

and I might get them next year AAAAAAAAAHOPEFULLYAAAAAAAA

phew
back to uprising
trying to complete the no-hit challenges sucks
I'm stuck on the chapter 8 one eek

*Joxer's theme starts playing somewhere*

CHIPS? *throws bag*

eeeeee today was my first day of school and it actually wasn't that bad
except I'll probably need a locker for everything in the future because my backpack can't fit all of my needed materials for all my classes which kinda sucks because 1) the hallways are crowded, 2) there's pretty much no time for me to actually get stuff from my locker [ew 5min passing periods :(] and 3) I... just don't like using lockers because I usually have bad luck using them [locker combinations not working when I need them to sometimes, along with just trying to organize everything but that doesn't work since I don't really have time to do so]
lol having 8 classes in one day is really making me miss the block-schedule days from middle school
I'm just hoping they don't put my locker somewhere I never go (like the early 100 halls) because most of my classes are in the 200 halls and that would just suck
just gotta hope that the bus I ride on doesn't get crowded or else I might just start to slowly but surely lose it
...or not.

thankfully all of my teachers seem nice if not really cool except for one I might not like even though I can tell we act the same... hah
that said teacher is kinda serious but has good intentions
there was an activity we had to do that made us meet up with all of the students and ask them preset questions and unfortunately my social anxiety was super acting up that day (heck I even got some bad premonitions this morning) and I just remember that one point one person called me out on it
Even though I was like "haha sorry, it's a really bad habit I'm fixing rn, just me being raised to respect privacy and etc...", internally I was screaming "fffffreaakkk meee HELP WHY"
It wasn't necessarily bad in the end, but still, GOSH DANG IT ANXIETY. GO AWAY IN THE CORNER. NO COOKIES FOR YOU >:(
pfft


Despite all this, my morning started out pretty strong mostly because I got Festival Elincia in FE Heroes IN MY THIRD SUMMONING POOL (specifically, she was my fifth summon.)
Yeah, that's pretty crazy. I tried to get Micaiah since I have a crazy amount of orbs I was saving up, but by the time I spent like 50 of them, I just stopped trying to summon her... for now. I mean, hopefully I can get her soon (since I want to complete my FE Tellius collection before "quitting" the game) but yeah, I just gotta hope I don't burn all my orbs trying to get her and watch as another limited edition FE Tellius hero comes out a month or two later
Also can't wait for the next Tap Battle dungeon, I really like the 3x speed feature, hopefully this means that they won't stop putting fast-paced songs in them (even though I can hope, I don't think they'll ever put in "Beauty is a Mad Mistress" from Radiant Dawn because hoo boy that song is pretty fast... I hope there's a rhythm game somewhere where this is a playable song because I would play those games just for that song ha)

ah well
I have to go try and sleep because I'm a bit tired
or not
who knows
bye

e: now I'm just playing said song I mentioned above and holy cheese curds, imagine what the osu! beatmap creators would do to that song
Imagine all the jumps... *shudder*
CREAM OF THE CROP

derp

It's only the second day of school and I'm already exhausted from everything oof
yet again I did only sleep 5 hours last night bOO

Thankfully it was a short day today, so I got through my classes by being my worst critic (my partners rushing assignments thanks to time limits, trying to do my work but failing, and anxiety messing everything up) ... only to be forced to wait 40 mins for my bus to show up due to severe rain.

yeah my day wasn't the greatest, but still better than other students

I know all my classes are going to be hard, but if I'm already getting worn out by simple tasks (thanks perfectionism,) then this year might be a train wreck of ultimate proportions... Yeah, I've watched too many ProtonJon streams to the point where his luck is start to rub on me... it may be small at first, but it'll become more apparent over time.

m a y b e

also the 3x speed in FE Heroes is not what I thought it would be as it raises the speed of the enemies approaching, not the song. So basically fake difficulty on harder songs... welp.
also still no luck on festival birb girl

ah, I'm just tired rn
bye

oh wait nobody's really gonna read this
hm

eek

meh.

is still tired from school and consistently getting 6 hours of sleep every school night

goes through twitter for fun and finds a cute picture of my favorite FE character and his friendo

heart melts and all of my pain goes away

sees I can buy it as a print

heart explodes out of my chest and I die of happiness

hopes Christmas could come sooner so that way I could have a total of 2/3 prints that have my lovely boys on it ... and smash ultimate.

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weekly school report: still sucks but hey I'm the best student in my algebra class because I'm stupid good at mental math

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is now wishing to have another lovely dream again

except I only have 2 1 days of relaxation before school breaks down my door again and I go back to being worn out by everything again

wew.

hello diary

I've been way too focused on school nowadays (is that a good thing?) that when people often ask me how my day was (one person in one of my classes has been doing that for the past week), I usually struggle to say something other than "Oh, you know, boring like usual."
I don't want to lie, so I just say that my day was alright, but I feel like I must try to say something that doesn't mean that, but... y'know, honesty.

ugh I'm a bit afraid that I'll bore that person to the point where they'll stop talking to me
and that's why you shouldn't be a loner for most of your life, it hinders your speaking abilities hackhackcoughcough
they asked me what video game consoles I play on and I admit, since they're a PC gamer, I'm a bit afraid to say that I play on mostly Nintendo consoles. I love the Big N, but it feels like I can't openly express how much I like them as most of the people who play video games at my school play on PC and/or XBOX.
eep

As for normal life, my sleeping hours have been terrible as usual, with me getting about 6/7 hours of sleep every night (it sucks even more than I'm a natural night person and I'm never tired at 9 PM unless I got little sleep the previous night.) It hasn't stopped me so far, but at this rate, I'll never get rid of the dark circles under my eyes that I've had ever since I can remember (5th grade? The earliest someone noticed it was in 6th grade.).

Got a new pfp, it was the only one in my picture collection of my favorite mage that I felt like using... yay me for being picky about pfps
I can't tell if it's really blurry or not since 1) huge freaking monitor and 2) it was the most zoomed up I could get without it looking blurry on my phone and it still barely fit in 128x128
w e l p

That's enough from me for now, I've got some schoolwork to work on.

"Mushrooms" by Mili is a really good song, but yet again it's Mili so....

is sleepy

Me: "Man, I should get some work done."
Also me: *SQUEALS LOUDLY WHEN SILAS'S VA IN FE HEROES IS ANTONY DEL RIO* "AAAAA NO MY ORBSSSS <33333333"

also there's a direct today like wtf
what's going on here

understandable, have a nice day